TODAY;
had the 导读会.
listened to 吉祥三宝 today.
kohsiang acted as the father.
lols.
like the part 哦沉默的八.
oh well..
i forgot already.

then had english compre test.
okok lahs.
miraculously..
i paid attention during science.
no choice.
common test coming up.
T.T

during chinese that time..
mdm teo changed place.
jiaying changed place with qingyang.
then annice change with qingyang.
so now annice sitting beside me..
and qingyang sitting beside her.
and jiaying's sitting right at the front.
LOL!
no more eating in class.
no more reading.
no more smsing.
LOL!
kelian.

THE END!


flower!
you were obviously targetting us.
or maybe ONLY ME.
come on lah..
whats wrong with that?
we provided you with good reasons..
and you still dont want to accept the reason.
i mean whats the point of doing the thing when it wont affect anything?
like DUH! =.=
shit you.
THE END!


they were like damn shock when i told them qg's big.
LOL!

TODAY;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOZHU!

geography lesson's cool.
keep on rebutting the teacher.
then sometimes she like want to arm-chio like that.
and i think she very weird lah.
she actually know we purposely kajiao her..
she still say what 'i know you guys want to learn..'.
etc etc.
she keeps on finding good reasons to explain our bad behaviour.
like LOL?

then after school me waited for jiaying to finish her oral.
she's the last.
then i think cause the teacher do quite fast..
so she asked if i wanted to do today.
then i just agreed lah.
when fangkai finish his turn..
he said he got 25.
LOL.

then when its jiaying's turn..
i could hear the teacher scolding her loh.
say what you and your friend make a lot noise.
i cant access your friends.
etc etc.
blah!
come on lah.
we got make noise but not ONLY us what.
scold us never scold the others.
its the other 2 who was making a lot of noises just now loh.
we also got make noise lah.
but we quieten down after awhile mah.
if she's referring to when there's only us and fangkai left..
then i admit we really did laugh lah.
cause fangkai keep on asking jiaying to off the light and fans.
then he keep on repeating.
thats why we noisy.
but if she referring to earlier on..
then i very not fu loh.
not just us right?

somemore tell us right before we start the oral..
still say what dont let this affect you.
but really did affect loh.
so when oral started..
i kept on bombarded her with alot of nonsense.
blahblahblah!


i love zhu!
happy birthday!
loves forever!

lessons were so dang boring.
just that today's assembly funny lah.
especially the amazing race part.
LOL!
R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S!
ahahahs!
then our class were the first to go loh.
cause we all brought our thermometer last time mah.
its weird to see only your friends and some other people after school..
whereas the rest of the students are in the hall.
like only some people study in the school like that.
LOL!


ohya..
dont know why they care so much about the class cleanliness thing.
its alright if they want to ask people to stay back do duty.
ok de..
understandable de.
but people want put book under the table also cannot meh?
why must force them to bring back?
if the prefects want deduct marks then let them deduct lah.
they can only deduct 10 marks what..
they cant possibly put negative right?

&& pardon me asking lah..
so what if we like get first for cleanliness?
will it help you get into better class next year?
will you be able to get into good jcs because of that?
sorry..
but its a NO.
so what for?
at most ask people to be more diligent in the cleaning of the class.
then the prefects at most only can deduct 10 marks for the book what.
so?
whats the big deal?

do you know that books are so heavy?
imagine bringing books to and fro school..
then sometimes you dont even need some of the books..
its like so like dumb lah.
ok..
lets just talk about friday..
we have 7 subjects for that day.
and we have to bring about 10plus books to school and back home?
and HELLO.
most of those books are THICK de can.
if we really have to do this..
then the hospital can earn big bucks liao.
why?
cause all of us are going to have backbone problem liao.
DUH!

so what if you are special?
i dare you to do that lah.
dont just talk big..
i dare you tomorrow do that lah.
if you do..
i admire you.
otherwise keep quiet lah.
also dont show off leh.
you really dont seem like someone who is ahem loh.
&& those words..
i wonder if they are the truth anot.
if it really is..
then why didnt you like go around showing off?
thats so unlike you..
aww?

THE END!

ahahas!
HIM.HIM.
how come i keep wanting to look at him eh?
LOL!
xD

I WANT TO SLEEP!
xD

TODAY;
had oral presentation.
so damn nervous loh.
my hands were so icy cold.
also partly beacuse of the cold weather luh.
the intro part was alright.
just that the part where we began to play ju hua tai..
everybody was like out of tune lah.
oh well..
the scores are not those ochestra scores lah.
is individual de.
so it wouldnt really sound good.

fangkai's presentation also not bad.
didnt know he was like so humji?
LOL?

&& the weather nowadays are like so cold.
and due to the rain..
the parade square is wet.
then we do not need to go there for morning assembly.
meaning?
NO ATTIRE CHECKS!
these two days the teachers cant check.
no need to tuck in.
ahahs!
THIS COLD WEATHER IS SO LOVED BY ME!
xD

had a women's talk with annice lah.
there's one point i like about her.
i not lesbian luh.
she dont like to probe.
she thinks that..
'ok..if people dont want to tell.. then i dont probe lah.
if they want tell, they would eventually.'
yeah thats the point lah.
she gives people privacy.
and wouldnt probe.
yah..
thats all lah.



i think its very 辛苦 to have to keep on acting.
i detest that type of life.
i hate it.

i dont want to smile when i'm sad.
i dont want to act happy when i'm not.
i dont want to laugh along when i dont feel happy.
i dont want to smile when i see those things.
i just want to cry when i'm sad.
i just want to laugh when i'm happy.
I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF.

but i just cant..
the surrounding forbid me to do so.

i have to smile when i'm sad.
i have to act happy when i'm not.
i have to laugh along even when i dont feel happy.
i have to smile when i see those things.
I CANT BE MYSELF.

sheesh..
i guess thats life..

TODAY;
morning woke up late.
around 6.50am like that.
dressed and everything.
was about 7plus liao.
decided to take taxi luh..
but i missed one and then suddenly no taxis at all.
in the end took bus to school.
was still walking when i heard the bell rang.
quickly walk even faster.
luckily i made it in time luh.
i tell you ah..
this is the first time i walked so fast man.
LOL?

after morning assembly at the parade square..
we went to the MPH to listen to a talk lah.
SPCA de.
then teacher showed a lot of photos and 4 videos.
blah blah.
it was boring lah.
well sort of.


CHARITY BAZAAR;
oh god.
its so FUN!
2d's stall 'SMACK THAT' was a mess lah.

me initially went to do test tubes.
orders kept coming in..
and i found out that there was not enough test tubes.
so in the end many people didnt get to buy it.
paiseh luh.
me stopped doing halfway.
too boring le..
compared to the other people playing 'SMACK THAT'.
then me went to change to CLASSTEE(:

after a while the lower sec went back to class..
then me went to help out at 'SMACK THAT' there lah.
at first like nobody like that..
then got some guys lah..
they buy ticket already..
didnt aim the heads on the board.
instead they aimed their friends.
they made a mess on the floor lah.
the floor is full of dough.
then when those guys are having their second throw..
me kept telling them to aim IN FRONT..
INFRONT..
not at their friends.
but as if they will listen luh.
they just hit another friend and ran all around.
and i was like thinking, "okays.finally they are gone!"

then sometimes when they really want to throe seriously..
there are no heads there for them to aim.
=.=
wanted to go one..
but no trash bag.
in the end i still did go and let 2 people throw.
but they all missed lah.
hah!
xD

but then there was this group of people.
6-8 like that luh.
bought 16 throws.
i thought they will like guai guai and throw..
but then they even worse ah..
they just ran to the board there and smash clarissa they all.
wakao de.
actually sort of my fault lah..
should have asked them to throw one by one..
sorry girls.
oh well.

after that incident..
we decided to close store.
trashed everything.
but then cause there was still some dough left..
by the way its wet dough lah..
so i think is duncan.. (or qiguang?)
he go and take the plate and smash qiguang. (or duncan.)
suaysuay got some tio me.
somemore is MY HAIR.
and i began screaming..
wanting to take revenge.
took dough and smash them lah.
wipe their faces with it.
then also smear marcus with the dough.
was screaming all the way.
in the end..
i got dough all over me..
but i am still the luckier one.
duncan and qiguang's condition are worse than me!
wahahahs!

then finally we stopped playing and tore up the board thing.
went to throw the rubbish at the garbage dump.
and then cause there was water hose there..
so me and zhihui just cleaned up over there.
wahahs!
imagine cleaning up in a GARBAGE DUMP!

after that went back to stall with my super messy hair to get comb
oh well.. he actually saw me in this state.. damn.
then mdm teo gave us shampoo.
so went to the toilet to bathe.
hahs!
my hair still got the dough.
all stuck to my hair.
hahs!
so me went to bathe and zhihui helped me cleaned my jersey.
i shampooed my hair like 4 or 5 times..
and the dough like still couldnt get off.
ARRGH!
had to use hands and pluck them off slowly.
tobe continued...AGAIN. =.=

TODAY;
had the racial harmony day concert lah.
quite boring luh..
except for the part where the YELLOWhouse people started dancing the bollywood.
the one with a tree that dance lah.
LOL!
very dramatic luh!

stayed backed to help out with the bazaar thing..
did my test tube and norman's.
and others did their test tubes too.
very nice lah.
nearly 20 test tubes are sold already.
all booked from 2d peeps except for 2 only.
cause we do finish our own things liao..
so decided to pack up luh.
then we were making a lot of noise.
then mdm teo still come and scold us say what..
doing the test tube is a waste of time..
might as well use the time to wrap up the prizes.
come on lah.
its not waste of time loh.
the bazaar havent started..
and we sold about 20 test tubes liao.
we already got back the capital lah.
oh well..
we are already making profits.
its useful lah.

blah blahs.
ANDEYO!
xD


i didnt know that i could be like say so generous.
seriously i could have told him 'no.you cant do that.'
but i didnt lah.
even others say cannot..
i still continue my way..
all because of you.
you know..
i could have been a bitch..
and tell you that 'so sorry lah.not enough space.sorry.'
but i didnt lah.
'seeing you happy makes me happy.'
hah!
i cant believe i can like 'abide' to this loh.
but i dont know why..
i just want to see you happy..
see you find your happiness.
oh well..
this really doesnt seems like me.
i hadnt seen this side of me for all my 14years.
hah!
oh well..
guess this should be the power of love eh?
xD

TODAY;
oh well.
class got scolded during dnt.
sheesh!
now then i remember i still havent do the homework due tomorrow yet.
the only fun thing about dnt is that there is this fish..
fake one lah.
it just kept on playing the happy birthday song lah.
LOL!

last period was ACE.
went to the LT to listen to subject combination talk.
this week is science & dnt luh.
well..
the school's offering a triple science class..
a double science class..
a combine science aka science & one pure science class.
and two science class lah.
think i will go for the third choice eh?
oh well..
it all depends on my results luh.
just when the dnt part is going to start..
our class went off for the survey.
LOL!
managed to skip the boring dnt talk.
as for the survey..
we gave a lot of TRUTHFUL answers about the school.
wahahs!

&& i think the school system is getting crazy now.
they have detention classes for anyone who comes late.
even if its your first time being late.
futhermore..
they are having COMMOM TESTS now.
oh god.
our homework are already counted as CA marks..
now still got common tests.
meaning that we HAVE to do our homework.
HAVE to score well for commom tests.
ARRGH!
i hate it.
seriously, I DO.


after school stayed back to do the test tube lah.
just did one and proceed to practice the song for oral presentation.
then he walk past lah.
me was so damn chuatio you know.
heart was beating like crazy and suddenly got a coldness feeling.
its that same old feeling luh.

practiced a while more and decided to go home.
when reached downstairs that time..
me suddenly dont feel like going home liao.
haha.
as if its this reason.
LOL.
then went back to class lah.
wanted to wait for jiaying.
but then cause she like not going to go back so early..
so me went with lynn.
sat at the mrt station there to talk.
then just when lynn was going to go..
we saw him lah.
hahs!
shuo caocao, caocao jiu dao!
walked and chatted for a tiny weeny while lah.
oh well.
hahs.


actually i was wondering if i should tell you that back then.
but i couldnt pluck up my courage lah.
maybe i should have said it then.
but dont know what will happen luh.
anyway..
dont think anything will happen.
hah!

hmm..
about that thing..
dont know if i should believe it anot.
dont give me false hopes.
really hope that you meant what you said then.
but..
come to think of it..
it seems quite fake too.
oh well.
if its really true..
i will be so happy.
the word..
the magic word..
hope can hear it from you personally.
anyway that was quite long ago liao.
even if he meant it then..
doesnt mean he mean it now.
arrgh!
should had called you back then..

TODAY;
had oral presentation during english.
the co was cool lah.
especially when they played the 'xiao chang gu shi'.
not bad.
then sheryl they all introduce their band de instruments.
also not bad.
just too sad that they cant play songs lah.
pervin's group also very funny.
the 3 things he fear most:
1.pirate ship.
2.getting poor grades.
3.losing his love ones.
LOL!
pervin montague & michelle capulet!
xD

NAPFA;
had 2.4km run.
got 20th out of about 50 people like that.
quite lousy lah.
think i took quite long..
but not sure of the time cause didnt ask teacher.
oh well.
just hope that i dont fail lah!


a short post for today.
ANDAEYO!
xD

TODAY;
just all those boring lessons again.
had geography test.
oh well..
not going to do good for that test.
& tomorrow's napfa 2.4km.
sheesh!
i'm gonna do BADLY for it.
yeah seriously.



STORY OF THE DAY: 'LOMEO AND ZHULIET'
its my hokkien version of 'romeo and juliet'.
also modified version.
played about this after school..
going home that time.
fans of the story..
dont kill me lah.
so here goes.
will start from the part where Paris found Romeo in the Capulet's tomb.


Pari:" Oi! li lai zhe dao zuo mi?"
( you come here for what? )
Lomeo:" wa lai kua wa eh ai lang, Zhuliet. li mai kajiao."
( i'm here to see my love, Juliet. you dont disturb. )
Pari:" SIMI?! Zhuliet si wa eh! ai pa si umm si?"
( WHAT?! Juliet is mine. want to fight? )
Lomeo:" wa gia li ah? lai la!"
( i afraid of you ah? come lah! )

after a fierce fight, Lomeo kills Pari.

Pari:" aiya.. wa si liao..."
( aiya.. i am dead...)
Lomeo:" si li kio wa pa li eh.."
( it was you who ask me to beat you..)

Lomeo then turns to Zhuliet who is lying on the Capulet's tomb.

Lomeo:" Zhuliet.. li si liao wa mah ai si!"
( you die i also want to die. )

Lomeo then drinks up the poison.

Lomeo:" aiya.. wa si liao.."
( aiya.. i am dead..)

awhile later, Zhuliet woke up and find that Lomeo is dead.

Zhuliet:" oh Lomeo! aunt zua li ai si? wa mah si ai si!"
( oh Romeo! why did you want to die? i also want to die! )

then, Zhuliet zim Lomeo's lip to see if there are posion left.
(kisses)

Zhuliet:" aiya! aunt zua bo poison liao?"
( aiya! why is there no more posion? )
Zhuliet:" buay hiao gin. Pari wu dagger."
( nevermind. Paris has a dagger. )

Zhuliet takes the knife and stabs herself.

Zhuliet:" aiya.. wa si liao.."
( aiya.. i am dead..)

moments later...

Zhuliet:" eh? wa ha buay si! gou ci ji pai."
( eh? i am not dead yet! will try again. )

stabs herself again.

Zhuliet:" aiya.. wa si liao.. ji bai si jin eh si liao.."
( aiya.. i am dead.. this time i am really dead.. )

Fire Lawlent arrives and see the three people dead.
( Friar Lawrence )

Lawlent:" aiya.. yi nang si liao.. wa ga si ka gin zao!"
( aiya.. they are dead.. i think i should run away now. )

the ortchman arrives and caught Lawlent.
(watchman)

Lawlent:" aiya si liao si liao. tio lia liao."
( oh i am dead meat now. i got caught. )
ortchman:" lia tio li liao. gou ai zao? hum ji!"
( caught you now. still want run? coward!)

... ...



actually still have a little more lah.
but not so funny though.
i know its stupid.
and its not as funny as just now..
where even the narrating part is in hokkien.
hah!
took me like 45 minute s to finish typing all that.
hands are so tired now.

ANDAEYO!
(:

TODAY;
took temperature in the morning.
wasted a lot of time in the parade square.
wasted even more time in class cause of the BIG signboard thing.
have to move tables and shift that thing.
so time sort of flew.

then was english.
did DIE.
and then it was the oral presentation.
first up, TANQIGUANG.
he was doing show and tell..
and hes playing the guitar lah.
it was very good.
the way he introduced everything and so on.
but the BEST PART was when he was playing songs lah.
the first one was a classical music.
not bad.
as for the second one..
he played 童话.
OMG.
its so nice lor.
&& with some people singing softly to the music..
its even more ROMANTIC.
i mean its so sweet lah.
of course not because of the performer lah.
hah!
the song's very romantic with the guitar and the 'choir'.
oh god.
i nearly like say cry you know.
its so sweet, so nice..
and so touching.. ( i dont know why.)
oh..
if a guy would do that to me..
i'll marry him straight away ah!
LOL!
i mean its really very sweet lah..
no wonder qiguang wanted to learn guitar..
thats because he can jio girls with this skill easily.
hah!
(:

jesslyn also presented.
but she didnt prepare lah.
so she just went up and say all sorts of things.
her blurness and cuteness really make us smile.
xD

then after school went to buy some things for the bazaar.
bought the things liao and did a sample.
showed it to teacher but she dont want to sell that.
but then all the things had been booked and so on.
the gel all these are bought liao lor.
waste of money man.
ARRGH!


LOL. what if that happened?
hahs!
imaginative me!
xD

WEDNESDAY;
took class photo.
should be according to height lah..
but in the end we anyhow change place.
went to the left cause my left face look better.
well sort of.
then i think the photographer also didnt find out lor.
hah!
took some formal photos.
smiled in all the photos lah.
whatever!
then fun shot.
me, jesslyn, xueying and lingshan were standing together..
we just like do 1 finger, 2 fingers like that lah.
nothing fun nor crazy though.
looking forward to getting the photos.
although i know i wont look good in any.
(:

TODAY;
paid attention during class today.
a miracle eh?
i couldnt believe it.
hah!

took co photo.
have to wear the blazer or whatever it is.
looks okay okaybut it was hot lah.
me sat down at the left corner with lingshan.
ohya..
now i finally know the advantages of bring a SL.
that is you can sit down and dont need to squeeze with the others.
ahahs! (:

then went for assembly.
that mrMIKEkoh talk about the asknlearn thing.
he likes to say ok and alright.
100 okays in 10 minute.
an average of 1 ok in 6 seconds.
imagine that!
then he want people to answer questions mah..
so he just randomly pick a class and register number.
and then got one question..
he suay suay call till our class.
i was praying hard that he dont call me lor.
luckily he called reg5.
ahahs heng!

our class was held back after assembly by mrTANthiamsoon.
he said he want to check our attire.
then we just quickly tuck in etc.
in the end he just talk to us lah..
ask who put shoelace in their uniform.
in the end he didnt check and just let us off lah.
now then realise actually he isnt that hateful.
at least he got like give us warnings..
and talk to us in a gentle tone.
unlike some teachers who just scold and shout.
oh well.
THE END!


word of the day by mrANG.
nor mooment!
( actually its no movement if you cant figure it out. )

TODAY;
as usual lessons were boring.
today seem to be the MOST BORING day ever.
the 导读会 makes me want to sleep.
and when i was just resting my head on table..
i got caught by teacher.
hahs!
xD

after school went NYP eat.
then went for awhile de co.
and off we go for napfa!


NAPFA;

sit up: 41 (5points)
standing board jump: 162cm (3points)
shuttle run: 11.4sec (5points)
sit and reach: 60cm(: (5points)
inclined pull up: 14 (4points)
TOTAL: 22points.
(:

happy with the results.
for the inclined pull up..
the teacher, mrALVINtok..
i think thats his name lah.
he is so strict lor.
my first try was only 8.
he keep on saying what 'lock your knees', 'chin never touch'.
so was only 8 lah.
then he raise the thing..
and i went for the second try lah.
i did 14.
was alright.
but just 2 more to A liao lor.
nevermind!

as for the sit up..
obviously theres something fishy lah.
i couldnt possibly do 41 lor.
i did 33.
but then shancheng&zhihui count until 41 lah.
LOL!
anyway not much difference lah..
33 also A what.
&& my target for sit up is 33..
so i met it lah!

took off my shoes for shuttle run..
my sole just 'piak-piak-piak' the floor lah.
in the end it hurt alot.
hah!

sit and reach..
also cheated a LITTLE.
hahs!
but even if i dont cheat i also 50+ lah.
so also not much difference.
&& shancheng the crazy de..
got 65cm!
5cm more to the end of the thing.
LOL!

standing board jump..
I AM SO HAPPY I GOT 162cm!
its like so OMG lor!
when i try during pe yesterday..
i only got like 148cm or 150cm.
those boderline just pass that type lah.
but then just now when i first try hor..
i got 162cm.
& i was like so happy.
although its jus a C and is very lousy.
but i am still happy lah.
got improve compared to last year..
if i am not wrong.
(:

now i am worried about the 2.4km run.
hope can get 17+ min bah.
better than last year jiu can liao.
JIAYOU JIAYOU!
xD


you gave me power for that.
dont underestimate the power of love!
smile(:
& you rocks!

TODAY;
PE
ran two rounds around the school.
then did some standing board jumps and sit&reach.
oh god.
my jumps SUCKS.
around 150cm only lor.
but at least thats a pass lah.
tomorrow's napfa 5items liao.
just hope i dont fail any of that.

LIT;
did the romeo and juliet drama.
the boys were funnier lah.
would have been better if qiguang was juliet.
xD
then had a small quiz.
the last question i dont know how do lah.
the others were easy.

CHINESE;
talked about class tee thing..
and it turned out to be a debate?
20dollars is affordable and reasonable.
dont know why amos keep saying its unreasonable.
then cause some people werent inform..
so teacher take it as they think price too expensive..
then dont want to buy.
but actually it isnt lah.
so in the end just quarrel and quarrel.
had to admire sheryl for her debating skills.
her rebuttal just came out pi-li-pa-la-ly.
not bad not bad.
LOL!
(:

CME;
was doing chinese homework lah.
participated a little.
cause is like saying bad things..
so just keep on bombard teacher with things.
LOL!

GEOGRAPHY;
just copied notes.
and listen to teacher explain lor.

ohya..
i found out that missTAN and mrYIP love to use the word 'kae'.
i mean really LOVE.
jesslyn told me that missTAN keep on saying 'ok' and 'kae'.
then i listen carefully..
and yeah!
its true man.
then we counted the amount of ok she said.
did the same thing for mrYIP as i realise he also like to say ok.

miss TANmuimui;
12.00-12.05: 34 okaes.
12.06-12.10: 24 okaes.
12.11-12.15: 8 okaes. (because she only speak for 1min like that.)
12.16-12.20: 0 okaes. (cause she didnt speak at all. sort of.)

mr justinYIP;
12.47-12.52: 37 okaes.

(rested for awhile.)

1.00-1.30: 112 okaes.

AMAZINGLY..
he spoke 112 okaes in half an hour.
thats an average of 18 okaes per 3 minute.
i know thats little.
cause i slack at the last 10 minutes for so.
was getting tired counting you see.
futhermore half of the time we were copying notes.
so he had to keep quiet mah.
LOL!
(:


counting the number of okaes teachers say is a GREAT way to keep you from falling asleep.
I MEAN IT.
(:

today also so so boring.
just that mrANG didnt come for class today.
think he had to play host to the visitors from china.
of course..
we had to do maths homework.
should say class work lah.
3 questions on graph.
and the second one like killed me lah.
do out the x and y thing liao.
in the end drew wrongly.
draw again liao still wrong.
was still doing it during geograpy lesson.
:x
managed to finish it during lit lesson.
took me like 2 more periods to finish that.
arrgh!
cant believe it.

after school was supposed to go for co meeting.
all the co members lah.
cause today mdm teo also didnt come.
so no extra higher chinese lesson.
dismiss at 12.50 like that.
loiter in class for a while then decided not to go the thing lah..
cause alot people also dont want go mah.
so went eat kfc with annice and returned home.
THE END!

oh well.. just another boring day.

having mood swings these few days.
seems like we really cant trust people.
cause its like you confide in someone.
then that person went to tell people how you feel.
i told that someone i feel like quitting co.
its nothing big or very personal actually.
but the people someone told that to is like so what lor.
i mean..
ok maybe also sort of is my fault.
cause i didnt ask her not to tell others lah.
i dont mind if you tell person1.
we are quite close so its okay.
but i dont see the need for you to tell person2&3 lor.
me and person2 is like so not close can.
she's merely a senior of mine.
i mean whats the point of like telling her?
then for person3..
which is my dizi TEACHER.
all the more i dont see the need to tell lor.
its like you tell him i want to quit.
then he confirm will like start to sort of 'lecture' me.
telling me what 'you have stress other people also have' etc.
which he DID.
ya its true that others have stress too.
but i really dont see the need to tell him.
its like person1&2 are students..
maybe they can understand how i had been feeling.
but that someone told the TEACHER.
THE TEACHER.
i mean..
its akin to telling the co's teacher in charge lah.
then i will like be in for another lecture?

i know this is a small matter.
you want tell the whole school..
i also dont mind lah.
but i cant believe you actually go tell the teacher.
cause i only have the thought of quitting.
and i know that mdm teo wont let me quit de.
so the quitting thing is just words..
NO ACTION de.
i feel very uncomfortable and SUPRISE lah.
when suddenly person2&3 like talk to me about that.
ahh.
will keep everything to myself next time.
zibi!
(:
THE END!

&& hey girl.
its rude to take people's thing as your own.
people ask you if you had seen it..
you said no.
ahhah!
maybe the person didnt phrase her words properly.
but she can see that her thing is lying in your pencil case.
and dont pretend you didnt hear the person.
her voice is loud.
you can hear her one.
dont act that you are engross in something or what.
also dont give the person the 'huh? what?' look.
just stop acting lah.
furthermore..
you are ahem-ahem.
but you DONT seem like one.
cut all that acting lah.
maybe you should join the 才华 competition if you really LOVE to act so much.
SMILE(:

these things are getting me emo.


by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN QI GUANG!
ohya..
we didnt sing you birthday song eh?
LOL!

TO XUEYING & MDM TEO.
GET WELL SOON!
& xueying i miss you lots lah!
take care yeah.
(:

TUESDAY;
blah blah blah.
had lessons.
the 导读会 was alright.
about puppet de.
quite fun eh?
just that OHkiantee came into our class.
and sat at the back of the classroom.
beside beside beside me.
then i couldnt sleep.
sian.
then when the teacher ask us to perform..
kohsiang and duncan they all took a long time.
and OHkiantee was super buay song.
keep on saying hao le ma? hao le ma?.
ahahas!
and he keep on giving those i-sibei-buay-song! hurry up! face.
LOL!
&& during ACE he came in to tell us about chinese lit thing.
i think i going to take core de.
provided if i can lah.
then he started acting CUTE.
say eh组， 毕组， seh组， 地组.
should be A组， B组， C组， D组.
then keep on laughing at his own joke.
basically, trying to act CUTE!
hahas!
&& saw wilson thong in school during co.
wonder how he gets in eh?
LOL!

TODAY;
as usual.
BORING LESSONS lah.
ok.
maybe not dnt lah.
cause dont know why mrLIM not around or what.
so mrSAMUELtan took the whole 2d for lesson.
then we keep on walking back to class.
trying to pon lesson lah.
but hes not bad lah.
at least the time flew QUICKLY.
i mean..
its real QUICK.
whoosh~
and 3 periods gone?
i still want to enjoy the aircon can.
too bad i am in the first group this time.
sad.

got all emo after recess.
why?
...
THE END.


i wish i would get the chance to tell you that FACE TO FACE.

SATURDAY;
went for the chinese workshop thing.
was suppose to write something.
so i write poem.
AGAIN.
actually not really is lah.
also not really i write.
is i combine the lyrics of different songs.
in the end it doesnt make any sense.

《想念》
喜欢对着天空发呆
想着你的笑容出现在云端
一点点痛的感觉加上一点我对你的思念
但我知道伤心不能改变什么...

《爱》
爱情就像水晶球
坚固而脆弱
喜怒哀乐，共同拥有
只是这一切将烟消云散...

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
当你为她戴上幸福的头盖
我含泪祝福你有美的未来...

《天使》
我有双隐形的翅膀
但却找不到方向，望彩虹天堂
天上亿万颗星星，我却只看见你
我可以陪你去看星星
你是我的专属天使。

seriously it really make no sense.
and i dont think the stupid teacher found out that those were lyrics.
hah!

&& just now i watched 18禁不禁 lah.
what 蓓蓓 said makes a lot of sense.

失恋的时候,
不要躲在角落哭泣.
潇洒的微笑,
比哭泣更需要勇气.
逝去的恋情,
就让它随风去吧.
聪明的女生,
要懂得珍惜自己.

it really make a lot of sense.
but i wont really be able to do that.
laa!
(: