having mood swings these few days.
seems like we really cant trust people.
cause its like you confide in someone.
then that person went to tell people how you feel.
i told that someone i feel like quitting co.
its nothing big or very personal actually.
but the people someone told that to is like so what lor.
i mean..
ok maybe also sort of is my fault.
cause i didnt ask her not to tell others lah.
i dont mind if you tell person1.
we are quite close so its okay.
but i dont see the need for you to tell person2&3 lor.
me and person2 is like so not close can.
she's merely a senior of mine.
i mean whats the point of like telling her?
then for person3..
which is my dizi TEACHER.
all the more i dont see the need to tell lor.
its like you tell him i want to quit.
then he confirm will like start to sort of 'lecture' me.
telling me what 'you have stress other people also have' etc.
which he DID.
ya its true that others have stress too.
but i really dont see the need to tell him.
its like person1&2 are students..
maybe they can understand how i had been feeling.
but that someone told the TEACHER.
THE TEACHER.
i mean..
its akin to telling the co's teacher in charge lah.
then i will like be in for another lecture?

i know this is a small matter.
you want tell the whole school..
i also dont mind lah.
but i cant believe you actually go tell the teacher.
cause i only have the thought of quitting.
and i know that mdm teo wont let me quit de.
so the quitting thing is just words..
NO ACTION de.
i feel very uncomfortable and SUPRISE lah.
when suddenly person2&3 like talk to me about that.
ahh.
will keep everything to myself next time.
zibi!
(:
THE END!

&& hey girl.
its rude to take people's thing as your own.
people ask you if you had seen it..
you said no.
ahhah!
maybe the person didnt phrase her words properly.
but she can see that her thing is lying in your pencil case.
and dont pretend you didnt hear the person.
her voice is loud.
you can hear her one.
dont act that you are engross in something or what.
also dont give the person the 'huh? what?' look.
just stop acting lah.
furthermore..
you are ahem-ahem.
but you DONT seem like one.
cut all that acting lah.
maybe you should join the 才华 competition if you really LOVE to act so much.
SMILE(:

these things are getting me emo.


by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN QI GUANG!
ohya..
we didnt sing you birthday song eh?
LOL!

TO XUEYING & MDM TEO.
GET WELL SOON!
& xueying i miss you lots lah!
take care yeah.
(: