blahs.
had celebration today.
blahblahblah.
its the same thing every year lah.
lols, saw this survey form, and the person wrote:
i like the cny concert because it is very interesting.
i dont like the cny concert because it is not interesting.
LOL!

after school went with babygirl to buy something.
but, DAMN.
the shop wasnt open.
RAH!
have to go there again another day.
zzz.






yahyah, i know.
i'm so freaking CONTRADICTING.
i avoided him last time because of that reason,
but now, i like him because of that reason too.
i know, this is pure crap, pure shit.
but, maybe this is what i need.
AFTER THINKING, i realise that me and you, we're like super close friends.
super good friends.
but not until 'that relationship' yet.
maybe its because, i need some words of assurance.
but, you didnt give me.
the contradicting thing is, he gave me alot of assurance.
but, i didnt like it either.
YESYES, I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THAT.
i know, i'm toying with your feelings.
i'm sorry.
i sucks, find someone better.
hate me please, dont wait for me.
cause i'm a pure crap and bitch.
stay away from me.
i'm sorry.
this is me, fickled minded me.
who knows one day i might say to him 'hey, i dont like you liao.'
and to you 'hey, i like you.'
you get what i mean?
fickled minded is 好听 only, it's just to make me feel better.
exact word?
花心.
SERIOUSLY, I SUCKS.