blahs.
went to sembawang again today.
and that shop didnt open AGAIN.
RAH.
another wasted trip.
D:






like, i've vowed never to like you again.
but, the feeling just comes.
to think i still say you're 100% strike off.
blah.
but the thing is, we human cant control how we feel.
you're really the guy i like most, from last time till now.
and my feelings can be the evidence.
i know, people told me not to choose you.
but, feelings.
we cant control them.
i thought i hated you.
i thought you're a liar, aint trustworthy at all.
but, the feelings just come.
no why, no whatsoever.
its natural.
i'm sorry for treating you that way the other time.
blahs.
cause i get jealous easily.
you tried to pacify me, but i gave you attitude.
ah, i sucks.
you made me laugh the most,
made me feel like i am the happiest person on earth,
you made me cry the most too.
BUT, i dont blame you at all.
even though there're bad times, there're also alot of sweet moments too.
i seriously cannot forget you.
i commit too much in a relationship.
when i thought i had gone out of it, the feelings just come back.
we have known each other for 10months and 19days.
yes, in between i can forget about you.
but, but.
i dont know what to say.

i know my friends will be shocked by my decision.
but, its the feeling that we all cant control.
(:
ily.