HAPPY LEAP YEAR!
its 29 febuaryyyyy!
:DD

zah, finally got back my english.
not bad bah.
ah, and selvi is coming back on wednesday.
that means, we'll start to suffer again.
D:

laalala.
i dont know what to say le.
school has been somewhat BETTER.
cause these few days everytime dont have homework.
teachers are not teaching.
so, yeah, :)

did alpha and beta during amaths today.
and immediately, miss woo gave us an open book test.
okay, i think i will pass bah.
aiya, cause its open book what.
lols.

&& during emaths today, miss lin went ahem, mad.
she came in and checked our attire.
never tuck in the sides properly also cannot.
so in the end, kena caught.
lols.
and she got so freaking pissed when mary couldnt write out the 8 laws.
zzz, is there a need to?
the moment she went out of the class, people started talking already.
blahblahblah.
about how she checks our attire.
lols!

laaaaa, whatever!
&& yeah, miss woo is getting LAMER!
Lame + Lame, with a 'o' in between = LOL.
hahahs!
as for ahem, she's siao to the power of two.
:D







hmm, these few days is like quite sad lahs.
kept thinking of so many things.
blahs.
every night, i'm waiting for you to say the 3 words.
whichever it maybe.
only when you say it first, can i be assured that you really mean it.
of course, i mean it when i say them too, no matter when.
& like , those 40min are slowly becoming 3min.
are you irritated?
hmm, but at least today's better, :)

does absence really makes the heart grow fonder?
oh well, i did that not on purpose, but i think it did seems to be so.
i can tell that, maybe the feeling is not as much as before le.
or is it just my imagination?
okay, maybe it is, after i thought about it carefully.
lols.
okayyyy, whatever it is, you are forever my baby.

hey you,
yeah you,
yup is you, my baby.
:)

hmm,
got back chinese lit and social studies today.
lit was not bad lah,
considering the fact that i learnt it on that day only.
social studies's marks is quite sucky actually.
but whatever, i won yongyan.
:)
hahahs.

laalaalaa.
i forget what i want to say.
ok, i have nothing to say anyway.
sayonara, i want to go orhorh le.
zahh, i'm feeling so tired now.
blahhs.






hmm, you are just as cute and sweet as ever.
awww.
i love you, :)

ZAH.
monday, monday.
i forgot what happened le.
...
ohya, we watched this video clip on sexuality education.
lols.
nothing much actually.
its quite, hmm, boring.
and anyway, we didnt managed to watched the whole clip either.
so, lols.

TODAY;
teacher read out our marks for physics.
and i failed it by ONE mark!
zzz.
must go and ask for marks tomorrow le.
lols.
stayed back for amaths remedial today.
it seems that i can understand a little better when there's lesser people.
zah.
miss woo said 10(?) people failed amaths in the ca1 results.
aiya, no need say i am confirm the one of them lahs.
lols!
whatever, cause i sucks at maths.
:)







limpeijeng, please be a naive girl and stop thinking so much.
you're seriously reading too much into things.
D:

i hope you'll keep your words and never leave me.
and yes, i think you saw what he wrote.
bleahhhhh, :)

seriously i dont understand whats wrong with me.
i am just wayyyyyy too sensitive and paranoid.
oms.
i dont know whats wrong with me lah.
sometimes i just read too much into things.
that is like, so sucky can?
ahhhh, i hate myself for being me.
i hate my character, my personality.
that stupid sensitive heart of mine, ahh.
i dont want it.
i just wonder why i am like that?
so abnormal.
so shitty shitty crap crap.
I HATE LIMPEIJENG!



zah,
i<3yourgoodnightcalls.
:)

watched fool's gold with jiaying.
the movie is quite nice and funny.
too bad there were too little people in the cinema,
so the atmosphere not enough lahs.
but still, its NICE & FUNNY.
okay fine, i just said that before.
lols.

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEWEEHENG!
:D
he's 24 now!
so old le lahs, poor old fellow.
xD



baby, sorry.
i didnt mean to throw tantrums at you, :(
i seriously promise i'll change.
i dont wana be the typical type of girls in your eyes.
so sorry.
sorry sorry.
ah, im mad.
one moment i am angry, the other moment i am guilty.
zah!
sorry sorry, :(

maybe, you didnt need to know,
& so, you wouldnt be by my side when i needed you the most.

third post for the day, lols.
zah!
i really have a bad temper.

LIMPEIJENG, stop behaving like a spoilt brat.
CHANGE YOUR TEMPER, for goodness sake.
& the way you get jealous, CHANGE IT TOO.
i really cant stand you lah.
so easy jealous for what?!
stupid crappy shit!
ah, you SUCKS.

its 9pm already.
im still counting, AND waiting.
:(

& we have known each other for 11 months and 1 day already.
zah, its 9.15 already.
:(

JIAYING ATE TIRAMISU.

lol!
zah, got back amaths, emaths and chinese.
amaths sucks like dont know what, ranking was like 3rd,
FROM THE BOTTOM.
emaths, at least i passed.
chinese, 2nd, :)

oh, so stupid.
i'm seriously not going to pass my amaths.
havent even pass ONE test.
gawd, when am i going to break the zero?
i think i am going to die.
zzz.
zah, i cant believe im going for the sec3 camp.
just hope that it'll be fun.
&& i dont know whats wrong with miss selvi.
she hadnt been in school for like dont know how long le.
which is like, GOOD.
xD






i told you i get jealous easily already.
and you...
what time is it now?
no message, no nothing.
good good, VERY GOOD.
must be enjoying your time hor?
.. ... .... ... ... .. ...., .. ... .... .. ... .. .... .. ....
fine, FINE.
its alright, its okay.
you are making me so sad.
D:
but at least, it was ... ... ... ... ...
ZAH!

LAST DAY OF COMMON TEST!
wees.
common test is over!
ahh, its like so fast.
amaths paper today, wahahahs.
I AM GOING TO FAIL, :)
i spent 15 minutes on the first question,
in the end still didnt get the answer.
LOL.
so, i'm going to fail.
:)
oh, SO GREAT.

assembly today was accapella.
nicenice, :)
the beatboxing was like super nice too.
after that went for stupid ss lecture.
dragged until 3.30.
zzz.

BLAH, sian-sation.
going to get back physics and maths paper tomorrow.
maybe chinese too.
gawd, i dont want that 2 papers back lah,
i'm seriously going to fail them.
tomorrow is going to be a bad day.
D:





piggy piggy back.
big big muscles.
:)

&& i didnt know that i made you cry.
i'm so sorry.
gawd, i must have hurt you alot.
really very sorry.
i cant believe i treated you that way last time.
SORRY!
D:

would you be there for me?
i am, scared.

DAY THREE OF COMMON TEST
zah,
english was like cake whereas physics was like shit.
finished english in 35 minutes,
that means i've got 25 mintues to sleep.
but miss ang/mrs ang, whatever her name is, doesnt allow us to sleep.
"you are sec3 express class and you dont behave like one."
then she went around asking people to wake up.
=.=
i dont know if i should say its good or bad,
but i managed to sleep for 5 minutes.
LOL!

and yes, PHYSICS.
it was like ????? for me.
oh man, i have a feeling that i will have a one-digit score for this.
whatever i get, i bet i'll fail BADLY.
yes, BADLY.
i was seriously like, HUH?! when i saw read the questions.
velocity, blah blah blah.
ZZZ.
man, i mugged for this and i'm going to fail.
HOW GREAT.

&& we got back our results for combined science.
32.5/50.
i should say i'm contented, cause i didnt even study for this.
hee, :)
oh well, i managed to pass.
which is like, WOW for me lahs.
but still, I DONT WANT TO FAIL MY PHYSICS!
D:

most importantly, tomorrow is the last paper!
HURRAY!
i only have amaths tomorrow. :)
went to sembawang library with jiaying to revise.
yes, REVISE.
and there was this librarian there,
who told us to go and sit on chairs instead of the floor.
cause we're blocking people who want to look at the books.
BUT HELLO?!
the section we are sitting at is like dont know what medical de.
there's books about infertility de.
blahblah, who would go and borrow those books ah.
LOL.
funnyyy lah.



6 steps to increased infertility.
hahahas!
aiseh man!
somemore from HAVARD de.


overcoming male infertility.
more hahahs!


breast cancer.
LAA.


oh, i'm camera shy.


so is she.
D:


me&jiahou(:
the photos we took.
gawd, my face is FAT.


babyboy&babygirl.
<3




aww, you sacrificed alot.
D:
& thankyous baby!
for learning that song for me.
thats very sweeeeet.
it was like so OMG?! when i heard that.
awww, you make my heart melt.
:)

DAY2 OF COMMON TEST.
oh creep.
last question of the maths paper was like, out to KILL people.
so dang difficult lah, okay, QUITE.
LOL.
chemistry and biology paper was like, in alien language.
i think i'm going to fail science bah.
what to expect?
i didnt even go and read lor.
LOL.

got back the amaths test we took last time.
guess what?
I FAILED AGAIN!
this time, by 0.5 marks.
oh god.
are you out to get me?
am i destined not to pass any of my amath tests?
LOL!





LAALALA! :D
the way you sajiao is like, SO CUTEEEEEE!
unlike somebody,
who makes me want to PUKE!
& hey, it rhymes!
LOL!
vast difference, i say.
:)

chocolates!

bitch&bastard copper sulphate.
:D

bitch&bastard copper sulphate.
:D

LOL!
wa, crap.
posted a picture just now.
took it away cause the words CAN BE READ!
wahahah!
HENG AHS.
:)



失去是教你如何学会去珍惜身旁的人, 分离是为了让你想念他们.
ily&imy.

COMMON TEST!
OMG.
had higher chinese and combine humanities today.
luckily managed to finish the chinese summary.
just when i wrote finish "81 words",
and stared at the paper for that few seconds.
the bell rang, and i was like, HENG.

humanities;
the social studies was like, kanasai for me.
i dont know how to phrase my things lah.
in the end it turned out like, crap?
LOL.
then the chinese lit, it just ask us to write out the poem.
and asked us what the poet is trying to express.
rah, not going to score well for this.
BECAUSE I DIDNT GO AND MEMORISE.
hahahhas.
thats like so stupid.
i only realised that i've got to memorise it on sunday night,
when i was about to go and sleep.
LOL.
so obviously, i chose sleeping over mugging.
(:

&& tomorrow's MATHS and COMBINE SCIENCE.
OMG?!
that means i've got THREE subjects to learn?!
maths, biology and chemistry.
RAH.
what what what?
trying to kill me is it?
and like obviously, i'm not going to study for the science.
why?
CAUSE THE TEXTBOOKS ARE NOT WITH ME(:
LOL!
just going to read some worksheets though.
maths, just learn the formulas lor.
BLAH.
3 more days of suffering.
man, i so hate common test.
D:





babygirl, i love the thing you gave(:
can see that you put alot of effort in it, by the pencil markings.
hahahs.
& it is very nice.
:)
no matter what you give, i'll treasure it de.
yes, no matter what it is(:

ps. i want to see your ****!
hahahs!
:X
and i know you're willing to do so(:
ily, like i always do.

went out today with babygirl.
and there was this two little boys who kept looking at us.
i think they were playing with fire, cause i saw smoke.
LOL.

&babygirl ******* me!
OMG!
muscular eh.
ahh, i just cant stop thinking.
thats like so sweeeeet.
ahhs!
so sweet lah.
&& yes, i'm very brave de.
not like you, bleah.
scaredy meow, but i like(:
walking around aimlessly for 2hours is fun, with you around.
and you are seriously so baby-ish and cute lah.
aww.
iloveyou.
(:

this is my 300th post!
wee~
:D

I LOVE BABYGIRL.

had amaths test today.
alot questions wrong already.
lol.
miss woo was pekchek when she saw how we do the test.
and she wrote out the formulas for us.
she even TEACH us how to do and showed us some steps.
hahahhas.
come on, whose amaths teacher does that?
SHE ROCKS.

blahs.
lessons were just as boring.
common test is next week, and i havent start revising yet.
lols.
who cares, monday is UN-READ-ABLE.
:D

stayed back after school today.
the construction workers beside our school kept playing music.
i think they played it through the PA system.
at first during physics remedial, it was english songs.
then during social studies remedial, it changed to tamil songs.
LOL!
waited for mdm nora for half an hour.
she taught we didnt want to have the remedial cause we didnt confirm.
blahs.
nevermind.









you like the chocolate and the present.
you are touched by that letter.
i'm glad, :)

being apart is for us to miss each other.
lol.
imy & ily.
:D

HAPPY VALENTINES!
gave people chocolates.
man, yesterday i do until 10 plus seh.
lol, and i spent the next hour plus to write a letter to him.
finally finished everything at 12 midnight.
god.
dark circles.
D:

assembly was about total defence day.
blahs, SO CUTE LAH YOU.
FAINT BAH.
BLEAH.
& again, there was this survey form.
somebody comical wrote:
"WHY GO AND TALK ABOUT THERMOMETER AND FIRE DRILLS? SO NAGGY."
ahs, NICE.

after assembly was sexuality talk.
some photos were really disgusting.
other times we were all laughing away.
the guy even taught us what is the right wat to wear a condom.
HAHAHAS!
& do you know that condoms have EXPIRY DATE?
LOL.
thats the thing i learnt today.
LOL.
:D





what if one day singapore has durian flavoured condoms?
italy with spaghetti flavoured ones?
china with xiaolongbao de?
america with burgers and steak?
india with curry flavour?
japan with wasabi?
korea with kimchi?
WOW, that'll be AMAZING.
o.O

ROFL.
4 chocolates took me erm, around 30 minutes?
hahahs.
i'm waiting for it to harden.
eager to see how it would turn out.
:D
& man, testing the chocolates is making me hungry!
rah!
and i dont think i'll be making for so many people.
heh heh.
8 for you, and it means iloveyou.


RAH!
mdm teo made me cry today.
lmao.
she was talking about how unfilial a girl is to her mum,
that made me think about my mum.
and i was like, walao, stop it lah.
then she said that, she lost her mum at a very young age,
how she wished there's somebody to wake her up in the morning.
AND she mentioned about ME.
"就像佩铮一样， 没有妈妈/妈妈刚去世."
okay, i forgot what she said but it was roughly like that lahs.
when she mentioned my name, i tsk-ed her.
then she said the second line,
BLAH!
i cried.

CRAPPY CRAP CRAP.

after school went to sembawang AGAIN.
AND YEAH, THE SHOP WAS OPEN.
lols, like FINALLY.
hahahs.
spent alot today man.
blah.
& oh man, we're having a sexuality talk on valentines.
ROFL!
:D


你怎样我都喜欢.
and, i think i will wait.
yes i know, thats dumb.
but sometimes i cant figure you out either.
you very weird lahs.
nevermind, you happy i happy.
:D
ily.








13FEB.
watched kungfu dunk with jiaying.
laalalas,
SUPER NICE.
toufu, kungfu, toufu, kungfu.
AND I LOVE LIUGENGHONG'S BIG AND MUSCULAR CHEST.
SO SUPER MAN.
(:

blahs.
went to sembawang again today.
and that shop didnt open AGAIN.
RAH.
another wasted trip.
D:






like, i've vowed never to like you again.
but, the feeling just comes.
to think i still say you're 100% strike off.
blah.
but the thing is, we human cant control how we feel.
you're really the guy i like most, from last time till now.
and my feelings can be the evidence.
i know, people told me not to choose you.
but, feelings.
we cant control them.
i thought i hated you.
i thought you're a liar, aint trustworthy at all.
but, the feelings just come.
no why, no whatsoever.
its natural.
i'm sorry for treating you that way the other time.
blahs.
cause i get jealous easily.
you tried to pacify me, but i gave you attitude.
ah, i sucks.
you made me laugh the most,
made me feel like i am the happiest person on earth,
you made me cry the most too.
BUT, i dont blame you at all.
even though there're bad times, there're also alot of sweet moments too.
i seriously cannot forget you.
i commit too much in a relationship.
when i thought i had gone out of it, the feelings just come back.
we have known each other for 10months and 19days.
yes, in between i can forget about you.
but, but.
i dont know what to say.

i know my friends will be shocked by my decision.
but, its the feeling that we all cant control.
(:
ily.

like, seriously, i'm sorry that i have hurt you.
sorry for being so selfish.
i know, sorry cant cure anything.
but i dont know what to say except for sorry.

人都是犯贱的.
好好的一个不会珍惜.
偏偏选择麻烦比较多的那一个.
若这不是犯贱，那什么才是呢？








fuck. i hate myself.

blahs.
had celebration today.
blahblahblah.
its the same thing every year lah.
lols, saw this survey form, and the person wrote:
i like the cny concert because it is very interesting.
i dont like the cny concert because it is not interesting.
LOL!

after school went with babygirl to buy something.
but, DAMN.
the shop wasnt open.
RAH!
have to go there again another day.
zzz.






yahyah, i know.
i'm so freaking CONTRADICTING.
i avoided him last time because of that reason,
but now, i like him because of that reason too.
i know, this is pure crap, pure shit.
but, maybe this is what i need.
AFTER THINKING, i realise that me and you, we're like super close friends.
super good friends.
but not until 'that relationship' yet.
maybe its because, i need some words of assurance.
but, you didnt give me.
the contradicting thing is, he gave me alot of assurance.
but, i didnt like it either.
YESYES, I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THAT.
i know, i'm toying with your feelings.
i'm sorry.
i sucks, find someone better.
hate me please, dont wait for me.
cause i'm a pure crap and bitch.
stay away from me.
i'm sorry.
this is me, fickled minded me.
who knows one day i might say to him 'hey, i dont like you liao.'
and to you 'hey, i like you.'
you get what i mean?
fickled minded is 好听 only, it's just to make me feel better.
exact word?
花心.
SERIOUSLY, I SUCKS.

LAA.
got back bio and chem tests.
LOL, and the average is like, 60%.
meaning its a B4?!
ha ha ha, i dont know if i should laugh or what.

rahrah!
getting back maths tomorrow.
hoho, just hope that im able to score better for this.

mdm nora didnt come today, so was free period.
was listening to music all the while.
&& that lai laoshi seriously didnt care de.
two phones on my table with music on and he didnt scold.
LOL.
that's good, (:

had test during hcl today AGAIN.
sec4 express chinese de paper.
so tired of it already.
LOL.
i just so dont like to check my answers, (:

& went to the computer lab during physics.
they changed the computers and the screen is so BIG lahs.
LOL.
did asknlearn and got full marks!
LOL, obviously i cheated,
cause i dont want to do extra physics questions.
hohoho, merry christmas.

&& went for spa briefing.
LAA, it's so troublesome.
we have to forgo first two weeks of june and november holiday.
like, what?!
I JUST SO DONT LIKE PURE PHYSICS.

&&& cny is coming.
RAH!
so stupid i cant celebrate it.
have to stay at home and ROT somemore.
PEOPLE, JIO ME OUT AND HELP ME KILL TIME!
hahahs!
:D








lols, a LONG and NAGGY post.
whatever, just have the sudden urge to blog a long entry.
hoho!
i wana save my 300th post for that special day.
:D

LALAA.
maths test yesterday was like, quite easy?
like, FINALLY.
i WONT fail my maths.
:D

& now then i realised that sec2 was actually quite easy.
like, damn.
how could i have failed my maths then.
LOL.
suddenly misses 2D`07 many lots.
if only we could back to 2D and have a day of lesson together.
just one day is enough.
hoho.

&& now we cant put books under table from monday onwards.
D:
but actually mrs chan dont find it a problem,
just that the school says no, hence she have to follow it.
BLAH.
like, science and maths are so THICK lah.
but nevermind.
at least i still have my hippopo to help.
THANKYOU.
xD






its on the rise. :D