You called yesterday to basicallly say
That you care
for me,
But that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended
To
be feeling similarly
And led you to believe it was ok
To just walk away
from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted
to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your
pride
And sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you
leave this way?"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Breakdown is nice.

Didnt do anything today, not interested to do Chinese already, arrrrgh.

Why is it that i keep on checking my phone?

&Why do i call you Baby instead of your name in my mind?

Stupid, i'm being stupid againnn.

I know i'm just some substitute, whatever anything; idc.