HAPPY NIU YEAR! ;D

New Year's eveee ;

Basketball-ed in the afternoon.

Thanks huh, made me wait for AN HOUR.

Played Abc, blahblahblah, somehow, i had the feeling of wanting to go home asap?

Arrrgh, idk what the hello i was thinking, disgusted maybe?

WHATEVER.

Soooooo, had reunion dinner @ home with quite alot of relatives.

Kays, this was like the first year they came over for reunion,

though didnt really sat and ate w/ them together.

I think in my entire life that i have memories of,

i think there was only once where my family really sitting down and eating together,

other years was more of like eating @ different times, away from the table those kinds.

Damnnn, i think thats veryyyyy sad. :(

Not a complete one anymore, :((

I still remembered last time, i was so eagerly looking forward to reunion dinner,

and i would bear with the hunger till my dad was free, really tahan y'know.

But then my brother would eat first, so i ate too, since i dont see the point of waiting anymore.

Grrrrrr, kinda regret it now, :(((

New Year! ;

Went to Ahgong's (paternal) house in the morning @ Sapphire.

This was actually my first time going thereeee, ever since he shifted house 6 years ago?

& I think we didnt pai-nian with him for like at least 6 years.

Kays, for me to know and for me to know only.

Watched tv, ate.

Went to Ahma's (maternal) house after which.

Went out walkwalk with Shiqiang, chatted alot,

told him about my stupid "癖好", which somehow worsen (?), and it sucks totally.

It's nothing much actually, it's just the expectation of guys as a huaman being.

Like ewwwwww? , maybe you can call it 洁癖 or whatever.

Ohkays, this is totally BAD NEWS for me,

& Yeah, i doubt i will find anyone i like if this continues.

Yayaya, like as if i'm so perfect? I hiam people, people also wna hiam me one lah!

Duh-er, so i say it sucks.

& Yeah, he told me about his stories too, blahs.

Girls AND guys are very complicated when it comes to loveee, hah.

Went back, watch the Little Nyonya thingy, laughed @ the riding horse part.

LOLLLL.

Chatted with Xiaobai tooo, HAHAHA, damn him playboy. LOL.

Ate, homed.

Today ;

Went to aunt's house, ate, watched tv, homed.

Seriously, now i think that New Year is veryyyyy boring.

Except that we get to buy new clothes and can get angpaos.

Boredom, total boredom.

Ewwww, school's starting tmr.

At least tmr's Wednesday, lessons are somehow better.

Still, i dont like the idea of waking up earlyyyyyyy.

Anyway, pictures next time, waiting for cousin to upload. ;D

So what the hello am i feeling right now?

Yes, sad and disappointed when you didnt call/sms.

I was really like pissed off then, but it somehow cooled down now already.

So i really dk my feelings now.

If i can survive days w/out you, then no love i suppose?

But somehow, there's this word called 'independent'.

I already promised myself, i wont take the initiative.

But, HAHA, these type of promises? I've broken a few.

So what should i do?

Anddddd, is it really true that we have the curse?

Actually, i want to prove it wrong..