life is like ferris wheel.
you will have to experience high and lows.
all i want, is for the time to stop when we are at the top.
then, we will be together all day long.
and you will be mine.
MINE ONLY.

LAA, love looking for photos nowadays.
haha.
those photos are really very niceeeeeeee.
haha, :)



FASTER CALL ME!
lol.

s-o-r-r-y spells sorry.
i'm sorry,
sorry for being forever that impatient, blahblah.
feeling so guilty lah.
sorry to the meimei too!
you know, those words were like so strong and powerful.
and boy, you're MAN!
(:

had chemistry and biology tests today.
hahaha, not going to score well.
LAAAAAAAAA.
school's boring and teachers are making me go 'zzz'.
ahh, seriously i dont have the heart to study lah.
its so so so boringggggggggg.

oh well, tomorrow's APRIL FOOL!
haha, going to trick baby.
let me see what's his reaction.
LOL!
give me the reaction that i want, :)
actually, i also dont know if i should do that?
scared he might be angry eh?
hmmmmmmmm, let me slowly think first.
heee.



haha, like, you saw me!
LOL!
& haha, i couldnt make out what you're trying to say.
hee.


i dont know what's wrong with me,
feeling so hot nowadays.
LAAAAAA.
tak boleh tahan lahhhhhh.
heh, :D

love is beautiful,
thats only when you&i are concerned.
:)

whahaha, went to sao mu today.
the weather is hot hot HOT!
now there are like 2 tones of colour on my arm, haha!
like, so fun lah!
:D




laalala!
you know yesteday you almost made me cry leh.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
bad boy.
i am the one and only person in your heart!
:)

ten years down the road,
would we still be holding each other's hands?
'what ifs' arent coming to come true.
you promised yesterday you would stay true to me,
& you will keep your promise.

if one day you're going to leave me, haha.
you know how i would feel right?
heard my reaction yeah?
that's from the bottom of my heart.
i am surprised, you know how i feel the second you heard my reaction.
but really, there and then, my heart broke immediately,
even though i know you dont mean what you say, haha.
yeahyeah, i'm always like that.
LOL.

nobody is going to replace me in your heart.



cindy me and i will alan you!
although i lose EVERYTIME.
D:

give me a hug, let me feel your warmth.
&say, you love me.

god.
i dont know why, but these few days, everytime when we hang up,
i would have the urge to cry.
okay, i must be mad.
but, maybe i need to feel more secured bah.
seems like you dont really bother to like, spent more time with me?
last time, it used to be you msging me first,
but now, it would always be me,
and sometimes, you might not even reply.
you know, that saddens me alot.
ALOT ALOT.

maybe you didnt need me,
maybe the feeling has faded,
maybe you dont love me as much as before.
BUT I DONT WANT THESE MAYBES!
let's go back to 2months ago..

was wondering, why cant i resist the temptation to sms you eh?
& i realised, i love you too much..
...

rahhhhhhh!
watched the qiangmai publicity video just now.
and now, I AM IN LOVE WITH QINGXIANG'S VOICE!
my oh my, its so niceeeeee!
:D


lol, i just keep looking at that sms you send.
that sentence is like, sweeeeet eh?
haha.
:)







okay loh, since you rather message other people than me.
then forget it, i wont message you le.
provided if i can tahan, haha.

idk whats wrong with me yesterday.
i cried the minute we hanged up.
at first was thinking about blahblahblah..
then thought of my mum suddenly.
realised alot of things.
nahhhhhh, i am such an unfilial child.


maybe, you dont care about me anymore.
i was there, checking my phone all the while..
hoping that you would give me a message, but you didnt.
oh well, at least you replied the second time..
cause if you didnt, then, then...
nevermind.


give me a hug, will ya?

rahhhhhh!
lazy to blog nowadays, haha.
probably cause i'm always blogging at tianying's blog.
lols.

laaaaa, thinking of changing a new skin yeah.
yeah, lols.
tianling bbq, shall blog about it next time.

dangdangdang!
am owing so much homework yet i dont feel like doing them.
haha.
bored.




ily, imy.

laaa!
i'm finally here to blog about my march holiday!
=.=
that was already like, one week ago.
lols.

....
NAH!
dont think i want to talk about sec3 camp already.
cause i totally forgot what happened.
LOL!

WEDNESDAY, 12march.
had an early break camp with xueying.
bused home while others were having breakfast at camp.
hahahs, (:
went home, slept and went out for YINXING!
reached sph at 12plus.
people were already touring the place.
then went back to audi to have lunch.
blahblahblah.
had some talks, was quite boring actually.
:X
after those talks, we played games!

station 1: tug-of-war.
but its played differently.
we have to see who collect the most water.
and we lost.
:(
station 2: we have to line up according to numbers, blindfolded.
blahblah.
station 3: had to act out something related to toilet bowls.
and rewind the act.
station 4: had to get across some ropes obstacles while people throw water bombs at you.
whahahs, it was fun!
we were so clever we just slide across the ground.
lols!

after games, went back to audi.
blahblahed and went home.

THURSDAY, 13march.
hmm, had a talk again.
but at least this time it was more fun, not that serious.
furthermore we were sitting on the floor..
more relaxing.
hahahahahs.
after that had a indoor game,
that is we must look for alfred!
blahblahblah.
junzhan kept on jumping here, jumping there.
in the end the playboy logo was under his shoes.
lols!
had a hard time finding it.
then stupid dianjun blaffed us, and asked us to sing.
but in the end, he wasnt the clue-giver.
& tada!
found out that alfred is a BEAR!
and we were 2nd!
(:

blahblahblahed and went home.

FRIDAY, 14march.
had a talk in the morning.
and we are supposed to give a report on that.
=.=
wrote crap.

after that, it was AMAZING RACE!
1st station, we went to vivocity.
played water games.
&& the person who created the game was a sadist lah.
played scissors-paper-stone, the aim was to lose.
and when you lose, you have to kena pour water by the other group.
ZAH!
whole shirt was drenched, but we still lost in the end.
D:
after that we went to alot of places.
played a dont-know-what game at amk.
lost our way at bishan, but still managed to complete the task.
ran at city hall like a bunch of lunatics.
and at ORCHARD, the most fun station of all.
had to stuff mashmallows.
thought it was just stuffing them only.
but alas, we had to do other tasks too.
1: had to get 10 passer-bys to clap at our performance.
2: tell somebody "honey i love you, will you smile for me please?"
3: get somebody to sing happy birthday song.
4: sing a song regarding singapore.
5: ask a stanger for 5$.
6: wear all of your group members' watches and ask someone for time.
7: act out a commercial and ask someone what it is.
8: had to do 4 footdrills.
9: stand outside a toilet and say to 10 people, "thankyou for using the toilet, hope to see you again!"
LOL!
zahhhhhhhh, so embarrassing man.
totally sing off-key cause they want it to be LOUD.
kena 10 pumpings cause not loud enough.
zahhhh, threw away my face that day already le lahs.
want play jiu play like CRAZY!
hahahs!
we are like, lunatics, making so much noises.
but it was SUPER FUN lahs!
had a greatttt time, (:

went back to sph, and guess what?
we were the first group!
:D
did another task, about memory de.
wenjing managed to get 4 out of 8.
very good already, (:
after that, we rested and prepared for wanhui!
practiced and practiced.
and poof!
wanhui started.
but before the performance, we had to go play haunted house.
people were sitting under the table and touching our legs.
futhermore their hands are wet.
hahahs, didnt got a scare, cause i was at the back.
ahahas, (:
after this, it was our time to perform!
and, i danced wrongly..
paiseh neh, :X

after that, other groups performed.
and the committee members too!
huijun danced so effing nice lah!
慧君，天鹰爱你！
hahahs!

after that, they announced the results.
lingying was the 最佳游戏组．
lingying and tianying was the 最佳表演组别.
&& according to some info news, tianying is the 最佳组别!
we got the highest marks!
:DD
happy!
mass danced and took group photos.
and mrt-ed home.
was so super tired when i went home.
hahahs.


hahahs, what a dream?!
should i be happy or what?
anyway, dream and real life are opposite..
so, i wont be feeling that way when that thing happens.
hahhahahhahs?






one year ago, i know you, you know me. i like you.
hahahas, so fast yeah, one year have past already.
today shall be known as "ice jelly day", cause of..
ahem, something thats only for me and him to know, (:


HAPPY ICEJELLY DAY!

nahhhhhh, busy busy busy.
owe so many homework.
zzz, and i forget to bring my ss book home.
T.T
cant do the homework le.
diaos.

hurray!
friday's holiday.
only knew about it today.
hahahhhahaha!
retard.






dang dang dang.
xiaodidi ah, dont make me jealous leh.
zahhhhhhhh.
although i know its fake, i would still get jealous.
dont know why, lols.
hmm, seems like you're treating me a little colder eh?
can dont like that?
:(
nowadays everything is i first, then its like....
i dont know what to say leh.
hmm, going to make that thing now.
wonder what your reaction would be..
ahhhhhhhh, dont make me jealous le lah,
BABY, YOU WIN.
D:

ZAHHHH.
go visit tianying's blog!
:D

loves!

hahas!
managed to get some wanhui de photos.
thanks to the super free kelvin.
lols!

TIANYINGS!
okay, i look horrendous in this photo.


huijun; wenjing; mengxia; peijeng; meiling; shengjiao.


xueying & huijun, with shengjiao and somebody else and my twist!
hahahs.


"oh huijun, will you marry me?", says kelvin.
ahahahs!


alfred! and i dont know who.
hahahs.


DIANJUN THE GAY IN ACTION!


dianjun kena taupok!
hahahs!

man, wanhui's so fun!
loves!
:D





yeah baby!
i now then realise you take that thing away le.
okay, maybe just when you go out with me then you take away bah,
but anyway, you cared about my feelings thats why you would do it.
so, all the more i shouldnt throw tanrums at you.
ily baby!
thankyou for being so thoughtful.
thankyou for ren-ing my oh-so-stupid bad temper.
ARIGATOU!
muacks!
(:

zahhhhhhhh!
muscle ache!
zzz, must be due to the 10 pumping we did at ORCHARD yesterday.
omggggg lah.
yesterday's amazing race was so so so FUN!
practically threw away my face totally already lahs.
& zah, think im not going to eat mashmallows for a some time.
stuffed 9 mashmallows in my mouth yesterday!
and had to say 'chubby bunny very funny'.
all they could hear was 'uhuh uhuh uhuh uhuh'.
hahahahs!
waaaaa, was super disgusting also.
saliva keep on drooling out.
lol!
elaborate next time, (:

suddenly dont regret joining txy.
txy rocks!
tianying rocks even more! :DD
we got back the first they lost.
:D
weeeeeeeee!
going back to baoguan again tomorrow.
hahahahas, able to see my motivation again.
lols.
(:





baby dont jealous le lah.
i see see him for fun only de.
infatuation only.
i TRY to cut down on that, okay?
i still love you manymanys!
:)

weeeeee!
day2 of txy ended!
AND I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW'S ACTIVITY!
:DDD
zahhhhhhhhhhhh!
man, feel so enthu lahs!
:DDD

you're my motivation!
(:

WWEEEEE!
back from sec3 camp and day1 of txy activity.
super tireddddddd!
will blog about it next time when i'm free..
which is like, next monday.
wahahahahahas!

11 is loved!
:D

zahhhh, tomorrow's the sec3 camp!
hmm, suddenly i am excited eh?
lols!
finally finished packing.
blahhhhhhh, going to school tomorrow with 2 big bags!
ah, sua kuuu, xD
and dangggg!
i didnt buy any chips yet.
anyway, i dont have anymore extra space le lahs, hahahahahs!
((:
omg, i am excited lah.
O.o

BUT BUT BUT.
shancheng said that her student told her that the place got alot of ants.
then their phones all got crack/stolen.
zahhhhhh, booboooo, ):
nonetheless, i am still going to bring my phone along.
hahahahs.





muacks to my baby!
yeah, i will miss you alot de.
just now, those short moments are enough to make me happy for a lifetime.

zomg, am spending so much nowadays, D:
how i wish $$ could just drop from the sky,
&TADA!
i would be a millionaire.
eh no, TRILLIONAIRE.
((:

got back result slip.
hahahahs, kns!
yeah, as predicted, failed 2 subjects.
zahhhhhhh, cant believe how much i got for my chinese lah.
so unbelievable LOUSY.
scored quite well for my common test, but in the end?
the marks on the result slip is sooooooooooo, sighs.
i hate to be a sec3.
DD:

zah!
really feel like buying alot of things lah,
too bad, no $$.
OHMYGOD, IM SUCH A SPENDTHRIFT!
blahhhhhh.

oh yeah, today's last day of school for term1.
nahhh, not feeling happy at all.
cause i'm busy from monday to friday!
MONDAY-WEDNESDAY: stupid sec3 camp.
WEDNESDAY-FRIDAY: stupid tongxunyuan activity.
zahhhhhh, i cant even rest at all!
wednesday break camp le have to go to the txy thing.
sian, i bet i'll be so tired lahs.
futhermore, i have TONS OF HOMEWORK.
english, amaths, social studies and chinese lit.
OMGGGGGGG!
can only do them on saturday and sunday,
which means..
NO GAIGAI-ING FOR ME!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I WANA GO GAIGAI!
I WANA GO GAIGAI WITH BABY!
OMGGGGGGGGGGG!
my dreams are dashed, D:
zahhhhh, seriously no time.
man, why did i agree to go to the sec3 camp lah?!

I CANT BELIEVE MY ONE WEEK HOLIDAY IS JUST GONE LIKE THAT.
POOF!
):





&yes, you miss me!
mybaby<3
(:

zahhh, went to watch 10000BC with jiaying.
nicenice!
at first thought the movie would be abit like, boring?
but uh-uh.
its super nice lahhhhhhhh!
the story, everything all so nice, (:

& danggg.
getting back term1 results tomorrow.
i already confirm have two underline le.
zahhhh, and i'm going to pray hard that there wont be a third one.
please, please, please.





was actually quite happy today lah,
cause was sitting quite near him during assembly.
hahahs.
but then, saw something which i dont want to see, D:
and it got me emo(?).
i dont know how i felt, but i just wasnt happy.
zahhhh.
im sorry, this ugly side of me is surfacing again.
stupidddddd.
baby, sorry.

&& dangdangdang!
should have gone to lunch with baby, ):
sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed me.
you werent feeling happy, and yet i still threw tantrums at you.
adding on to your misery.
ahhhhhhhhhh, SORRY BABY!
D:

a happy day shouldnt end with a sour note.
please?
babys for a month, ((:


bitch scolded me hopeless bastard today,
but i told her to scold me HOPELESS MAGGOT BASTARD!
weeeeeee!
:DDD

&i know, that you still love her.
you know, its making me very sad.
i dont want to put up a false front,
but still, i have to, cause i love you so.
i thought about what will happen in the future.
and NAH, i dont want those things to happen.

when will the day come?
when i can rightfully call you mine...
i just hope, it'll be very fast.

zah, i also dont want to talk about this.
everytime when we reach this topic, neither of us will be happy.
but, you cant blame me for being curious.
cause, hmmmmmmmm.
idk how to say, D:

lolllls.
saw this funny thing on talkcock.com.
okay, maybe its not THATT funny.
lols.

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN

"Yes" = No
"No" = Yes
"Maybe" = No
"I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry
"We need" = I want
"It's your decision" = You better select the option I’ve already chosen.
"Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later.
"We need to talk" = You did something wrong.
"Sure, go ahead" = You go ahead, you die.
"I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, you moron!
"You're so macho" = Can you please go and shave and shower?
"Be romantic, turn out the lights" = My thighs are flabby.
"This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house.
“Can’t we just be friends?” = There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine again.
“I just need some space” = Without you in it.
“We’re moving too quickly” = I want to find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend first.
"Do you love me?" = I want something expensive.
"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me I'm beautiful.
"You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me.
“I don’t know. What do you want to do?” = I can’t believe you have nothing planned!
“Sure, chicken rice is okay.” = You cheapo slob!
"I said, nothing’s wrong, okay?" = It's that time of the month.
"Are you listening to me!?" = Too late, you're dead.

UNDERSTANDING MEN

"I'm hungry" = I'm hungry.
"I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy.
"I'm tired" = I'm tired.
"Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you.
"Can I take you out to dinner?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you.
"Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you.
"Shall we dance?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress!" = Nice cleavage!
"What's wrong?" = Why are you making such a big deal about this small-small thing?
"What's wrong?" = What self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now?
"What's wrong?" = Wah lau, tonight sure got no sex oreddy.
"I'm bored." = Do you want to have sex?
"I love you." = Let's have sex now.
"I love you, too." = Okay, I said it... we'd better have sex now!
"Yes, I like the way you cut your hair." = You cut your hair?
"Let's talk." = Maybe if I show you I am deep and sensitive, you'll have sex with me.
"Will you marry me?" = I want to make it illegal for you to have sex with other guys.
(while shopping) "I like that one better." = Wah lau, pick any freakin' dress and let's hurry up, go home, can or not?!
"I don't think that blouse and that skirt go very well together." = I am gay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!
see, i am such a sweet sister, hahas!
bet he's gonna vomit when he sees this, lols.
oh well, he can now buy his soccer LEGALLY le.
whahahhas.
:)))))))))


oh well, today is my mum's 49 days too.
hmm, poor brother, cant celebrate his birthday.
time just flies, so fast 49 days le.
well well well, 49 days of shitty life.
ahh, bet my mum's gonna be SO MAD if she sees what i have been doing all this while.
but apparantly, i dont think she saw.
cause she didnt come into my dreams and scold me.
zah, D:
and yeah, i admit i did sort of like, changed, SOMEHOW.
buttttt, dont blame that on my dad.
i am sure you people definately got think of this before de.
you think my dad didnt discipline my bro or me meh?
uh-uh, WRONGGGGGG.
he did, but my bro didnt want to listen and i am just plain lazy.
he already knows what type of person my bro is le mah.
the more you nag, the more he wouldnt listen and the more he would retort back.
so talk le also waste saliva.
& yeah, i had always been lazy.
i dont remember that i would go home and study and revise de, except during exams.
i was NEVER like that, my mum also knows.
even when she's around, i am still computer, tv, sleep.
so just dont say that i dont have mum already then results jiu kns.
you think i want de meh?
i am sure, YES, VERY SURE..
that even if my mum is around, my results would still be the same.
just that she is gone now and coincidentally my results drop.
so you people will think its because there is no 'government' le.
like please lah, my maths had always been sucky.
MY DAD, MUM, BRO AND FRIENDS ALL KNOW.
so what if i fail it now?
its not as if my maths was like qiguang, then now i fail.
if thats the case then talk whatever you want and i wouldnt stop you.
but the fact is, my maths was NEVER like qiguang ah!
so whatever that happens now,
it has nothing to do with my dad, okay?
NOTHINGGGGG.
so, hush-hush please.
:)))))))





whatever!
you go ahead and show offff.

chatted with baby from 3 to 4 today.
AM, lols. :X
poor baby, two hours of sleep only.
oh well, nevermind lahs.
cause he goes to class and sleep de.
hahahs, :)

ahhhhhh, so sweet lah you.
so niceeee.
& yeahyeah! you're jealous when i say he's cute!
:)
so sweet also.
cause that means you care.
bleahhhhhhhh.

i love today so much! :)
and march too!
18 more days to whahahahs!
yeahyeah!
:)))))))))

what a wonderful night, :)

blahblahblah.
hmm, ahh.
we seldom like say sms each other recently, :(
and zahhhh.
why call me at 3am?
oh man, maybe i should say why did i sleep so early?!
ah, danggggggg.
calls are getting shorter too.
i dont want, D:
zahhhhh.

ilovebabyyy.
should have ate when you fed.
:((((((

hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahas!
i become tongxunyuan le.
lols!
:DDDDDDDDD

laalala.
went for the tongxunyuan interview today.
it was okay lahs.
the person who interviewed me asked me for my blog address.
zahh?!

after that went to meet baby, :)
he was with goldfish lahs.
waited for them while they ate.
& obviously, goldfish wanted my baby to feed him.
ewww, LESBIAN.
they look even more lesbian when they bump each others' butt.
people were looking at them somemore.
xD
then they did do their own stuffs.
and blah blah blah blah blah.
then i went to meet jesslyn.
ate and chatted alot, :DD
walked walked walked.
accompanied her to wait for friend.
blah blah.
then i went to blahblah, hoping to see baby.
too bad he went home le, :(
bleahhhh.







its not that i dont want to see.
neither is it because i dont want you to feed me.
buttt, cause that goldfish is there mah.
hahas! :)


pig, goldfish, elephant.
:)