all i wanted from you is your care..
it seem so difficult.
loving someone is hard.
but forgetting someone is even HARDER.

sometimes when i see you..
i still have that shock tio de feeling.
i just cant seem to forget you.
you still have a place in my heart.

you seem so irreplacable.
but i know that she is irreplacable in your heart .
even though frought with difficulties..
you two are still together.
it is a fact.
you two love each other deeply & no obstacles can stop you two.
even if i know that..
you are still in my head.
spinning round & round.

laid on my bed and thought about a lot of things.
recalled the past.
it was so nice.
so sweet.
of course.. there are sorrows too.
whenever i think of these i would cry.
i miss the good old days.
how i wish time could turn back...
but it will never.

no matter how hard i try..
i really cant forget you.
REALLY.
guess i just have to wait..
even though i know that there is no point in doing so...

in your memory, there will be a girl who is so brave
& in my memory, there will forever be a guy who is so sweet.
:D


阿浩
LOL!

alright i am getting crazy.
XD

TODAY
;; ENGLISH PAPER 1
gona flunk the letter writing le la.
didnt expect it to be a report.
really.
then in the end never learn format.
then format all wrong T.T

the compo was alright la.
i overshot.
luckily i quickly cancel here cancel there.
wrote 399 words.
when the max is 400 words.
LOL!

;; CHINESE PAPER 1
both the compo & the letter writing was alright.
just that I DIDNT WRITE THE QUESTION NUMBER FOR THE LETTER WRITING!
darn it!
i didnt write it.
i didnt write it.
i didnt write it.
OH GOD.
hope wont die de.
darn it.
only use 25 min for the letter writing.
HA!
then the rest of the 1 hr 35 min..
i was chionging on the compo.
quite confident bahs.
bhb.
LOL!

TODAY
;; ENGLISH
mrs boone went through the format for the letter writing.
was doing history homework then.
went through thematic also.

;; HISTORY
went through workbook.
did a structure essay.
or whatever it is called.

;; CHINESE
tcher not feeling well so was free period.
did maths homework.

;; HOME ECON
got back test.
lousy lousy T.T
then did workbook.
joked with zhihui they all..
while designing clothes to wear to the beach.
LOL!
drew a freak with shirt which has a smiley face.
with its big, deformed hands for the tcher.
wahhahas.
she sure will chua tio de.

;; ASSEMBLY
prefects investiture.
mostly boring.
the only fun part is when mr ong & lim gave speeches.
mr ong:'' i want you all to your sarpport to the peefects.''
mr ong:'' blahblahblah... the peefectorial board.''
mr lim:"RESPECT BEGRETS RESPECT.''
there's nothing wrong with the sentence above.
its just that mr lim LOVES to use that phrase.
LOL!

我要忘了他。

shuaige is so shuai.LOL!

我生病了。。
病得很严重。。

我希望得到你的爱。
渴望得到你的疼爱。
因为你是我的最爱。

爱。。
究竟什么叫做‘爱’？

当你爱着某个人。。
你见到他时。。
你心里突然间会有一阵寒意。
接着你的心跳就会没了规律。
一直‘扑通，扑通’ 地跳着。
时而快。。
时而慢。。

当你们四目相接时。。
你一定会把头转开。
过后又会偷偷地瞄他一眼。
若这时你发现他的目光还是没有离开你时。。
你的嘴角。。
便会慢慢往上扬。。
露出你的微笑。。
你的傻笑。。

你爱他。。
你就会希望他快乐。
希望他能够幸福。
爱一个人，不需要得到他。
只要看见他幸福。。
自己也就心满意足了。

我的心。。
已不属于我的了。
你把我的心偷走了。

嘀。。嗒。。
嘀。。嗒。。
那是什么东西?!
一滴一滴的。。
咸咸的。。
不。。
那不是雨水。。
啊！
我的眼睛好湿啊。。
那。。
那是泪水。

我搞不清楚。。
为何泪水不会干呢？
泪水没有干的一天。。
我也就没有不哭的一天。
你带给我欢笑。。
也带给我忧伤。。
但我不怪你。

‘不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。’
我虽然在乎‘曾经拥有’。
但我更希望能够天长地久。
每当我想起以前的日子。。
脸上总会露出一丝微笑。
那一，二，三，四，五，六，七。。
那些美好时光。。
都已经。。
都已经回不去了。。

人总是在失去后才更懂得珍惜。
我怀念。。
我怀念的。。
就是所有有你的记忆。
我怀念的。

我想念。。
我想念的。。
就是你的一切。。
你的一举一动。。
你的声音。
我想念的。

你知不知道。。
‘我祝福你’这四个字有多难说出口吗？
这比‘对不起’和‘我爱你’更难说出口。
但。。
我还是祝福你。。。

TODAY
;; ART
slacked through.
nothing to do.
ARR.
saw him.
wahahahs.

;; CME
miraculously..
i was paying attention.
AR-HAH!
thats because i had no books to read.

;; CHINESE
had formal letter wrtiting de test.
chicken feet cause it was OPEN BOOK test :D

;; MATHS
did questions tcher asked to do.
understood what tcher said.

;; ACE
was supposed to do study schedule.
nobody did in the end.
all were engrossed in listening to tcher's story.

.
..
...
ok.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
by the way..
today was EARTH DAY for jianteng too.
DARKGREEN..
was what i saw.
jiaying saw BLACK.
LOL!

TODAY
;; SCIENCE
got back chpt5&6 de test le.
lousy lousy T.T
at least i passed lahs.
amos got 23/25.
BIANTAI.
lol.
slept for 15 min in class.
NICE!

;; ENGLISH
got back compre test.
34/40.
okok la.
AMOS got 38.
sian diao.

;; HISTORY HEALTH CHECKUP
health checkup was during history.
ARRGHS.
after recess de lesson so slack.
and then have that checkup.
arrghs.
WRONG TIME.
was the 2nd last to checkup.
wahhas.
missed a little of pe.
anyway they haven even start pe when we finished.
just checked eyes.
backbones.
blahhs.

;; PE
played netball.
SO FUN CAN!
GIRLS vs BOYS.
i was the GD and i had to block GA.
if i never remember wrongly.
at first duncan was GA.
then cause we keep on scoring.
jianteng became GA.
hahhas.
me hit alot of balls away.
hahhas :D
made jianteng fall down TWICE.
or was it ONCE?
oh well.
made him fall.
pushed him.
WAHAHAS.
the score was 3:1
obviously.. THE GIRLS WON!
whahahs.
the boys lao kui.
we can win cause gg&fangkai didnt play.
duncan was saying:
''how come they dun want play?! let the ahgua ahgua de play..''
LOL.
refering to ****** & ****.
hahhas.

ohya.
today was EARTH DAY for jianteng.
ITS GREEN.
LOL!

saw him quite alot of times today.
aiyo.
think i still like him ba.
its hard for me to forget him.
ok.
think i am gona be a dumbass and wait for him ba.
DUMB DUMB DUMBO.
I LOVE BEING DUMB! :D

THURSDAY
cooked macoroni during home econ.
was nice.
didnt eat much though.
then went to hall for assembly.
blahs.
and then saw people gaying around.
LOL!

FRIDAY
forgotten what happened.
let me recall.
.
..
...
ohya.
i JUST PASSED my maths.
well at least i passed.

TODAY
simply slack through lessons today.
wasnt paying attention.
cause i was reading book.
OH GOD!
the book so nice can.

nothing much for me to post about rcently.
led a BORING life.
sians.

TODAY
;; ART
did nothing.
yeah.
NOTHING.
went klkk with jesslyn.
WITH TCHER'S PERMISSION PASS.
hahhas.
actually just strolled back to class nia.

;; CME
was reading storybook.
did pay attention AT ALL.
luckily i managed to answer tcher's questions.
PHEWS :D

;; CHINESE
tcher didnt come.
a relief tcher came.
she like got mood swing like that.
awhile talk to you nicely.
awhile become agitated.
LOL.
did letter writing.

;; MATHS
dear me.
i GONA FAIL le la.
i didnt manage to finish the test.
then the questions i did also got alot wrong.
ARRGHS!

;; ACE
tcher didnt come.
so just read storybook.

after school just went to the library to borrow comics.
went home so early today.
conclusion.
A BORING DAY!

blahblahblahs.
dun feel like talking about anything le.
BLAH!
;D

TODAY
;; SCIENCE
FINALLY gotten back the science tests.
chapter 3 & chapter 4 de.
had the tests MONTHS ago.
both alright lah.
i managed to pass.
but not with flying colours though.
chapt 5 + 6 de test is with ms siti.
hope i dun flunk that test.

;; ENGLISH
continue going through the rd's worksheet.
was doing maths though.
then discuss in groups about the dangers of internet.
wrote so little.
''what matters is the QUALITY, not the QUANTITY.''
quoted from mrs boone(:
she so damn nice can.

;; HISTORY
listened to tcher's scolding.
about discipline.
blahs.
then did mindmap for chapt 9.

;; MUSIC
hurrayness.
gotten 0 for music.
cause we aint suppose to use ode to joy.
but last time it was tcher who said that it was alright.
WHATEVER.
music doesnt affect the overall results.

;; PE
played baseball using soccer.
blahs.
didnt manage to make a home run though.
ARRGHS.
lol.

haiis.
that scene again.
went to mac for lunch.
was sitting beside the door.
suddenly me duno why..
then turned back.
saw that he was standing outside.
blahs.
he walked away then.
went to the open area beside mac.
me dun feel like watching that direction.
so i looked inside.
then when i turn my head.
saw that he just turn his head away.
hmms.
does that means that he care?
he did look here once or twice.
yeah.
whatever.
went for co after that.
saw him again after co.
ARRGHS.
WHY WHY WHY ?!?!?!

他不知道。。
她一直在默默的守候着。

他不知道。。
在那短短的距离。
她感到多么难受。
她没办法。
只好强颜欢笑。
装作若无其事的走过。

他不知道。。
她的心里有多痛。
多痛多痛。。

他不知道。。
她对他的爱一点也没减。
她还是深深的爱着他。

他不知道。。
其实。
他对她没什么感觉了。

这一切的一切。。
他都不知道。
他不知道。
永远都不知道。。。

TODAY
;; ART
cut the lino board thing.
and printed out.
also got put the picture into a frame.
blahs.

;; MATHS
mr ang teach the simultaneous equations.
only 3 or 4 questions.
SUPRISINGLY.
i can do it!
hahahs.
finally..
i DO LOVE MATHS(:

;; CHINESE
cause the band members went for syf.
then we asked tcher not to teach.
and then to tell us ghost stories.
she told us alot.
shant elaborate.
cause its gona be REAL LONG.
LOL.

;; ENGLISH
did a worksheet about the reader's digest.
just do a little bit nia.

;; SCIENCE
went to the lab to do practical.
it was about light and colours.
then there was this green,red and blue light.
wahhas.
so fun can.
we used the green light to act like ghost.
xueying is the 水鬼.
kohsiang is the 冤鬼.
whereas i am the 厉鬼.
LOL.


人生充满了矛盾...

多了医药，却... 多了疾病。
多了安定，却... 也多了恐怖份子。
有了发达的科技，却... 让人疏远了。
有个家庭，却连... 一起吃饭的时间也没有。

你对我，不是也很矛盾吗？

你似乎有好多话要说，却... 选择沉默。
要让我快乐，却让我哭泣。
说永远照顾我，却不知道什么是''永远''。
说爱我，却突然... 提出分手。
''永远''的爱... 怎么突然变泡沫...

我想恨你，却还爱你...
我想忘了你，却依然很想你...
才发现...
我... 也矛盾了...

the above words in red is extracted from friday weekly.
felt that its so GOOD.
so NICE.
so 贴切.
thus decided to copy it.
wahhaas.
suddenly feel so poetic.
LOL.

she said we were gou fen.
make her cry on her birthday.
HELLO!
we didnt wana fall out with you on your birthday can?
we acutally intended to do that on tuesday.
but its YOU.
YOU who keep on probing us.
we cant take it anymore.
thats why we told you on your birthday.
we didnt wanted to tell you then de.
YOU asked for it.

and then.
we didnt tell the others can?
you said we KEEP ON telling the others.
GO AND ASK EVERYBODY IN OUR CLASS.
see how many we TOOK THE INITIATIVE to tell them.
i am sure you do not have to use more than one of your hand.
the rest.
is they ask what happen then we tell de lor.
even so.
WHY YOU SO SCARED?
why you scared we tell the others?
obviously its because YOU KNOW the problem lies with YOU.
but we know that we arent in the wrong.
so we welcome you to tell the others.
:D

you also said you didnt complain about us to the others.
DO YOU DARE TO SWEAR?!
I AM SURE YOU WILL TELL SOME PEOPLE DE LOR.
you want me name them out ma?
1. xueqi.
2. rachel.
3. elaine.
4. qingyang.
5. lingshan.
these are just those which are more confirm de.
u SURELY got tell them de.
i suppose there are MORE.
its a fact that you DID complain to the others.
but it ISNT a fact that when we know you told the others.
we went around telling A LOT of people.

you said you actually wanted to be friends with us de.
DUH.
you already said we got SERIOUS ATTITUDE PROBLEMS liao.
even worser than you ma.
then what for still say you actually wanted to be friends again?
DUH.
OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE LYING!

and then hor.
you so BHB can?
mdm teo yesterday asked whose birthday is on yesterday la.
then nobody ma.
then talk talk until fangkai and qingyang birthday which is next week.
xueqi mentioned that thursday was xueying's birthday.
and then the BHB de told xueqi that her birthday is on monday.
WAH PIANG.
it was xueqi who mention about xueying birthday ma.
where is considered as mdm teo bias?
its just that your birthday is over for few days liao.
not much people remember le.
THATS WHY.
its NOT considered as MDM TEO IS BIAS CAN?

you last time say you not despo de.
NOW?
you say that k is sweet.
ERXIN CAN?
be it the BIG or the SMALL k.
its still ERXIN.
you last time said that both of them are so erxin.
now you say that one of them is SWEET?!
OH GOD.
told you people she's a big CONTRADICTOR liao.
ERXIN!
still say what you are depress.
depress de people still can joke de meh?
tell you.
you better dun go and irritate him anymore can?
you know he hate you damn lot.
keep on smsing him.
causing his bill to overshot.
STOP IRRITATING HIM LIAO LA.
i feel so sorry for him.
SO STOP.

[ for those people whose names i had used in paragragh 3.
i dun mean anything.
just wana use you guys as examples.
if you want me take down your name.
FEEL FREE TO TELL ME. ]
:D

FRIDAY
;; HISTORY
whahas.
mr tan ask row by row to stand up..
to tell him the points of the topic they are working on.
i was working on Lim Yew Hock.
and i was the last person la.
then by my turn.
i dun have any points left.
BUT LUCKILY.
mr tan asked me to sit down cause he also no question ask me le.
wahahhas.
SO HENG(:

;; MATHS
did the duno what simultaneous equation.
so long can.
the method.
oh god.

;; ENGLISH
did peer editing for a situational writing.
blahs.
then mrs boone ALLOW us to revise for science.
SHE'S SO GOOD!

;; SCIENCE
had test.
5 marks gone liao.
anyhow do.
i wana get good marks for this test!
cause its chapt5 and 6.
whahahs.

;; CHINESE
had compo test.
tcher gave us oreo and lollipops to eat.
YUM!
anyhow wrote the compo.
gona fail le lar.
wahahhs.

TODAY
;;ENGLISH
had a compre test.
finished at 8plus.
then spent the remaning time to read comics.
read 3/4 of it.
MRS BOONE IS SO GOOD!
she see us read comics also never scold.
somemore still talk to jiaying.
LOL.
I WANT MRS BOONE AS OUR PERMANENT ENG TCHER!

;;HISTORY
did a mindmap or whatever it is called.
have to go around to ask friends about some points.
but many people didnt do.
then we just copy blindly.
blahs.
mr tan is sure pissed with us.

;;CHINESE
talked about chapt8.
so boring can.
AGAIN..
i was reading comics.
teacher duno talked about what ghosts thing.
didnt paid attention at all.
chinese is getting sianner.

;;HOME ECON
THE BEST PART OF THE DAY!
we did our practical exam.
cooked fried rice.
SO NICE CAN?
lol.
BHB.
in the morning me and xueying realised we both didnt bring anything.
NO apron.
NO cloths.
but luckily marcus lended us cloths.
HENG AR.
otherwise die till cham cham ar.
MARCUS THANK YOU!

so firstly, me go defrost the chicken.
then xueying was taking the ingredients out.
then she wash the rice.
and put it to cook.
next she cut the onion thing.
then i cut the carrot etc.
she then prepared the other things.
i went to marinate the chicken.
then i cut it.
next me began to cook the chicken.
the rice was ready.
so put the eggs.
then rice.
carrot.
bean sprouts.
qing jiao.
mushrooms.
alot alot.
then in the end the quantity is like for 3 or 4 people to eat.
shared among friends and left a little.
actually wanted to put in ALL the rice.
but the pan was too small.
wanted to use wok but scared that it would topple.
cause it aint so steady.

ohya.
kohsiang and marus's porridge was EVEN BETTER.
they mixed chicken and fish meat together.
oh god.
SUPER EFFING NICE!
today is the MOST FUN de home econ lesson!

;;ASSEMBLY
got the duno what inter-house skit competition.
about international friendship day.
blahs.
whatever it is.
YELLOW EMERGED FIRST(:
followed by BLUE.
and RED.
GREEN didnt took part.
the skits were alright lah.

jesslyn said he got look at our class when they were in the hall.
waa.
you know the 2nd group went to the hall at 12.
so early can?
then his class was also quite early lahs.
LOL.
so sad didnt see him.
aww.

;;AFTER SCHOOL
stayed back awhile to go to library.
jiaying wanted to borrow comics.
gw then asked her if she wana go to duno where on saturday.
she duno.
so we played 鸡鸡拳.
invented by ME.
got 公鸡..母鸡..小鸡..
LOL.
we played and see who win 1o rounds first.
i win she go.
she win she dun go.
in the end.. the score is...
10-2!!
OBVIOUSLY I AM THE 1o.
hahhas.
BHB.
call me 拳王(:
LOL.
so she told gw that she going.

after that we went around the school.
cause me wanted see him ma.
but then i think he didnt stay.
blahs.
he was at fairprice there.
blahs.
i not sure if he got cut hair anot.
morning i saw him.
seems like he got cut eh?
i duno.

btw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEYING!
17 liao wors.
wish you lesser wrinkles hor.
also.
one more year and you can watch M18 de movies le.
MUAHAHAS.
me suddenly thought about the jiaying's eggs.
LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
may your wishes all come true!

hello hello HELLO!
you said that you didnt tell ANYBODY.
then whats *****?
whats *****?
most importantly, whats ********?
they not human meh?
you did tell them.
and you still dare to say that you didnt tell ANYBODY.
or is it that you dun treat them as human?!
HAR-HAR!

you wanted us to stop telling other people.
we DIDNT tell the others ok?!
we DIDNT take the initiative to tell the others about the quarrel can?!
you debated with me on monday.
meaning that you think YOU ARE RIGHT.
since you are in the ''right''..
then what for scared that we would tell the others?
like that means that you KNOW that YOU ARE WRONG.
thats why you are afraid that we will tell the others.
LOL.

yeahyeah.
true friends doesnt badmouth or backstab their friends.
too bad you aint a true friend.
aww.
AWW.

TODAY
;;ART
talked talked talked.
did nothing.

;;CME
read comics.
paid little attention.

;;CHINESE
oh yeah!
i slept during chinese lesson.
5 min like that la.
OH GREAT!
didnt expect that i would fall asleep during CHINESE.
but when i woke up i was so energetic can?

;;MATHS
hmms.
what did i do?
read comics.
did some maths questions mr ang asked to do.

;;ACE
read comics ALL THE WAY.
instead of revising for history.

;;AFTER SCHOOL
had history test.
an essay based question or whatever that is.
wrote so little can.
whatever lah.

then went to discuss home econ project.
went to fair price to buy the ingredients.
with xueying, zhihui and jiaying.
walked here walked there.
keep on poking the chicken meat until the anutie scold :P
then there was this packet of sweets which had a small hole opened.
jiaying went and took a sweet out.
LOL.
actually wanted to dare her to eat de.
hahhas.
joked and joked.
so funny can?
LOL.
HAD FUN SHOPPING(:

ohya.
let me say about the debate on monday.
WE WON(:
and QG WAS THE BEST SPEAKER(:
hurrayness!
the debate was quite boring though.
LOL.

COME ON LAH.
who is the one who had been going around telling people this thing?
obviously NOT US.
overheard you asking lingshan what we said about you.
she said we just talked about when the heck is maths test.
also she said she asked me to become maths rap.
as she didnt wana be anymore.
you dun believe her.
COME ON.
she told you the FACT can?
since ou dun believe her.
what for ask her?
DUH.

also.
we DIDNT go around telling the others.
you might think that.
''ok.if you guys didnt go around telling people.
then how the others know?''
OK.
let me explain to you.
do you know that on monday.
before mr ang came.
we were quarreling LOUDLY can?
even xueying,who is sitting at the far end,can hear it lor.
so why cant the others hear then?

you said we didnt give you a chance to explain.
erms.
ARE YOU SENILE?
i suppose you are.
so let me refresh your memory.
on monday.
the time after you read the letter.
you started debating with me.
THAT IS CONSIDERED A CHANCE.
if we really didnt give you a chance.
I WOULDNT EVEN BOTHER TO ARGUE WITH YOU AR.
if you think.
''like that where got consider as chance? you didnt give any chance.''
HELLO.
you also didnt come and look for us to explain ma.
but its good lah.
LUCKILY.
hahhas.
and obviously that you didnt want to like say.
create chance for yourself.
if you wanted us to give you chance to explain.
you could have done it during music today.
but you didnt lor.
you just went straight to the others.
BLAHS.
whatever!

TODAY
;;SCIENCE
went through corrections in workbook.

;;ENGLISH
got back thematic quiz de paper.
got 23/3o.
not bad eh?
but that darn QG got 23.5.
arrghs.
then went through answers for a worksheet.
MRS BOONE IS SO NICE AND GOOD AND FUNNY!

;;HISTORY
got back files.
read through chapt 8.

;;MUSIC
yeahs.
finally got some proper music.
with the chords and the melody.
the musicbox is so nice can.

;;PE
played monkey.
except that it isnt throwing the ball.
is kicking the ball.
accidentally kicked the ball and it hit lingshan's abdomen hard.
SORRY!
serial bird killer is back again...
LOL.
LINGSHAN!
I AM REALLY SO SORRY!

trashed it all out with her.
during ART.
she asked why we never chup her.
never 理她.
i wanted to get everything clear.
so said it was her ATTITUDE.
A GENERAL STATEMENT.
i dun wana further elaborate due to some reasons.
but she just keep probing.
luckily we sneaked to the toilet.
when we came back.
she asked us AGAIN what she done wrong.
hope that we can tell her whats wrong.
AND.
she said she would change.
we didnt want to tell her face to face.
so chose to write it down.
jiaying wrote an 'essay' regarding the problems we find with her.
she was so damn pekchek after reading the letter.
then she started DEBATING with me regarding the points.
COME ON LAH!
you said you wanted to know how we feel about you.
AND.
YOU said YOU would change.
PUH-LEASE lah.
if you really wanted to change..
would you have debated with me?
OBVIOUSLY NO.
it was YOU who asked us to tell you how we felt.
its not US that said like.
"hey you.waa.i tell you..you simply dun rock lors. you are...[starting to say how we feel.]''
its NOT lor.
is YOU wanted to know.
since you wanted to know.
after we had voice out how we felt..
you should 虚心地 accept it lor.
otherwise you could have just replied a WHATEVER! lor.
what for wana debate?
do you know that by debating with me.
it just goes to show that you damn 不服 what we said.
wana tell us that we are SO EFFING WRONG.
whereas you are SO EFFING RIGHT.
LOL.

you also said that we anyhow accused you accused xy.
you said that ** heard it.
ok.
at that point of time.
i haven ask ** if he heard it anot.
so..
i was dumbfounded.
only can say that "ok.fine.we are wrong to accuse you."
BUT do you know that i went to ask **.
and ** said NO.
HE DIDNT HEAR.
yeahyeah.
xy also when to ask the other guy.
he also said NO.
yeahyeah.
so its 4vs1.
and now that we have CONCRETE EVIDENCE.
can we now say that YOU REALLY DID ANYHOW ACCUSE XY.

yeahyeah.
also.. you are hypo can?
going around gaining sympathy..
pulling people towards your side..
WHEN YOU DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WE BO CHUP YOU.
this happened during the time when we went to toilet during ART.
aww.
COME ON.
get the facts right then complain lah.
you duno why we bochup you.
then you immediately go and tell xueqi they all we PS you.
we bochup you for no reasons since sports day that time.
then you very kelian.
kena PS by us.
DUH.
use your brain to think.
we already made it SO OBVIOUS that we dun really like you liao lor.
senario:
when your friends suddenly bochup you.
then when you ask them why.
they gave LAME excuses to why they are doing this.
COME ON.
use brain think also know that there is something fishy.
maybe they dunlike you.
then whenever you are with them.
you always get PS-ed.
then you jolly well know that something IS wrong.
you can go look for other friends since you are SO popular.
being with those friends is so 痛苦。
then what for 自讨苦吃 and continue sticking with them?
so you really cant say that being with them is so suffering.
although its the truth.
you could stop hanging around with them..
and look other TRUE friends.

in one of your testimo you gave to other people.
you said about this:
"through this thing.i can know who IS my true friends"
ohhohh.
since you know that we ARENT your TRUE friends.
then you today what for continue wearing a mask.
and come and stick with us?

OH.
PLEASE.
dun go around telling people that..
"aww.i am so sad.they fell out with me.AWW."
maybe you didnt go tell EVERYBODY.
but i am sure you told some people.
now we are the BBW.
BUT SO WHAT?!
tell ya something.
get this straight.
ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL TELL YOU HOW THEY REALLY FEEL ABOUT YOU.
ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL BOTHER TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FEEL.
it is because they CARE ABOUT YOU.
ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL NEVER WEAR MASKS WHEN THEY ARE WITH YOU.
ONLY TRUE FRIENDS TELL YOU THE TRUTH.
THATS WHAT TRUE FRIENDS DOES!

hmms.
sometimes i just wonder if i should just give up and quit the game.
it seems that me.
THIS SUBSTITUTION.
THIS RESERVE.
is so redundant.
i shouldnt have appeared.
no.
i SHOULDNT.
yesterday he said he not sure is how much.
what does it mean?
INCREASE?
or DECREASE?
if its decrease.
i think i might give up.
if its increase.
although it has a LOW POSSIBILITY.
i would feel bad.

seems that it could be decrease.
i sometimes feel like giving up.
but i had already promised to stay faithful.
be more 专一.
but..
sometimes i just feel like quitting.
i just feel so extra.
i seriously know that i am just a 'reserve'.
but i just blurblur de continue being my reserve.
WHY?!
blinded by love.
i suppose.
actually i know we would never be together.
cause he really love her loads.
but 我还是傻傻地在这里等待。
傻傻的。。
一直傻傻的。。
等到天荒地老。。
等到海枯石烂。。

TODAY
SPORTS DAY.
YELLOW HOUSE WON.
lols.

went to buy tidbits before going to stadium.
waited for friends at bus stop.
blahhs.
start of sports day.
watched people run and run.
then decided to go and look for friends together with zhihui.
blahhs.
chatted.
awhile later is break liao.
so continued to chat.
FRIENDSHIPS PROBLEM occurring.
yeah.
occur occur ocurr.
blahblahh.
cause i dun dare to talk things out with her face-to-face.
so i told all my HULINGs to zhihui.
let her help me tell my HUILINGs to that person.
so if she really did tell.
i hope the person will really reflect.
although i know i have no right to ask you to reflect.
but just hope that you would change for the better.
only then can i say.
FRIENDS FOREVER...

so..
end of sports day.
went to newyork with xueying,jiaying and jesslyn.
hahhas.
xy and jess cant stand the harlem curry.
they all say is so spicy.
lols.
but i dun think so.
WAHAHHAS.
then saw him and her lahhs.
blah.
NO MORE HUGE REACTIONS.
guess i am used to it already.
i am so extra.
EXTRA.
shouldnt have gone into the picture.
i am so REDUNDANT.
yes.
I AM.

WENESDAY
;; ART
printed my lino board de picture ler.
not bad.
quite nice bahhs.
then the other side of the lino board i do until so simple.
just a tree ONLY.
wahahas.

then after art went back to class via third floor.
then we walked past each other lahhs.
ask if he's gona go later.
he said no.
and said sorry.
awws.
he so SWEET can.
the sorry also say until very cute.
SORWIE!
kawaii neh.

;; CME
talked about the rights people have.
blahhs.
wasnt really paying attention to what teacher is saying.

;; CHINESE
teacher had no voice.
so was free time.
read comic books as there was nothing to do.
DAN DETECTIVE SCHOOL is GREAT man.
although the mysterys are hard.
its still nice to read.

;; MATHS
did some maths questions.
and got back maths paper.
a slight improvement.
36/5o.
me last time got 27 lidat only.
happy(:
GOT IMPROVE a little lehhs.
i didnt fail my ALGEBRA.

;; ACE
just before teacher came into class.
duncan was asking qingyang to keep his phone.
he kept it and said what..
'' your problem ar? ''
duncan was pissed and shouted.
then teacher just came into class.
ask what happened.
and talked about that thingy lahs.
blahblahhs.
she changed place of some of the people.
seriously i dun see a need for this lor.
more people got pissed.
blahhs.
she shouldnt had made a SWEEPING STATEMENT.
[ learnt from history workshop de.
me got pay attention de okay? ]
involving the others.
the others arent at fault lor.
haiis.
HAIIS.

after school went to watch mr bean's holiday.
SO NICE CAN!
also very funny lor.
and then that boy is so cute.
and i love the part where they tried to earn money by performing.
also the part with the flim festival thing.
NICE!

;; SCIENCE
learned how draw the duno what reflection thing.
what virtual image.
blahhs.

;; ENGLISH
got back compre test.
i failed TERRIBLY.
17/5o.
lousy.
anyway..
the highest is like 22 only.
NOBODY PASS.

;; HISTORY
people performed skit.
then watched video about the history of singapore.

;; MUSIC
went to music room.
slacked all the way.
just chatted with friends.

;; PE
played soccer.
quite fun behhs.
OHYA.
i am the SERIAL BIRD KILLER!
hahhas.
i kicked the ball.
and then it hit jesslyn's ''bird''.
in scientific terms..
its ABDOMEN.
then i hit jiaying's ''bird''.
LOL.
luckily i didnt played with the boys.
otherwise.
hahhas.
they cant have sons.
绝子绝孙.
LOL.
awhile later..
jesslyn hit zhihui's abdomen.
WAHHAS.

;; DEBATE COMPETITION
yeahhs.
we lost to 2e.
by o.5 marks.
whahhas.
THX TO MARCUS.
he was stammering all the way.
then we were all like laughing.
can you imagine that he needs like 3 secs to pronounce ALCOHOL?!
mr chang was like armchio-ing.
since me saw him armchio.
i also started to laugh.
so did the rest.
OMG.
he just stammered all the way and used 5 min+ for his speech.
he seriously cant be the 3rd speaker.
to think that he is in the school's debate team.
mr chang was like so shocked with his performance.
but anyway..
thx to him.
QG de BIRD and MY HEAD IS SAVED!!
wahahhas.
it was FUN.
and i was the BEST DEBATER for this round.
so happy(:
I BIA FOR IT DE OK?
hahhas.
mr chang said that both teams had well-prepared speeches.
LOL.
we last minute then do de can?
wahahhas.
we so lihai.
it was all the effort of us.
us STUDENTS.
mrs chia just did SOME amendments.
then she also didnt come and support us.
haiis.
i am just so speechless.
the debate was fun.
was laughing all the way.
with mr chang looking at us EVERY NOW AND THEN.
wahhas.
continued to laugh.
then gideon's hands were like.
trembling damn lot.
hahhs.
the best part was still seeing MR CHANG armchio-ing MARCUS.
WAHHAS.
unforgettable sia.
THE EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE.
muahahhas.
today was GREAT(:

hmms.
gona write about that A thingy again.

A...
please lahhs.
you said you hated Z.
YEAH.
we know that.
but your actions seriously contradict you very much.
有求于她时..
就把她当宝.
无求于她时..
就把她当草.
you know we see already very pekchek de leh.
you wana hate her?
HATE HER TO THE CORE THEN.
DUN BE SO *AHEM* CAN?!
its so peaceful without you today.
LOL.
haiis.
your action dun show me that you hate her leh.
YOU.
BIG CONTRADICTOR AHHS.

you also said that you dun side anybody.
but its so OBVIOUS that you are siding now lor.
contradictor.
haiis.
CONTRADICTOR.

TODAY
hmms.
still the same old boring procedures students face everyday.
study study AND study.
SCIENCE.
really.
i dun understand A SINGLE THING ms siti said.
haiis.
seriously i AM GONA FAIL MY SCIENCE.

stayed back after school to do homework.
guai beh?
LOL.
then saw him.
blahblahhs.

feeling so stressed up nowadays.
projects projects projects.
SO MANY CAN!!
arrghs.
tomorrow's the debate.
HAVEN PREPARED MUCH!!
lose for sure de lahhs.
haiis.

hmms.
suddenly feel like posting all my complains up here.
blahhblahhs.
the problem in class is like say..
getting WORSER?
haiis.
cant we be united?
its our last 8 months together as a class.
i know its hard to forget the unhappiness.
but..
nevermind.
shouldnt chap in this type of thingy.
cause we are 小白花 gang(:
WAHAHHAS.
get it clear ok?
people in 小白花 de are neutrals.
they dun side any side.
so i hope that people will not think that anybody from 小白花 side with who.
i know that some people might think that me or so-and-so are siding towards the co.
but seriously we are NOT lor.
not because we hang around them means we side with them.
we do not know the truth behind the thing.
so we will not side with anybody.
YA.
we might give comments.
but.
our comments mean NOTHING to you guys.
overall.
just wana make known that 小白花 de people dun side with any sides.

problem problem PROBLEMS.
would they ever stop coming?
had love problem like say..
5 days ago?
it had been solved.
I AM HAPPY ;D

now,
its friendship problem.
though i am not directly affected by it.
am not the people in the story lahhs.

apparently..
A quarrelled with Z.
shouldnt say is quarrel lahhs.
is A 不爽 Z.
cause she heard Z telling somebody her secret.
well.
Z didnt know about this until i told her.
Z is really damn pissed.
she said that she didnt say it to anyone.
before this thing happened,
A already do not like Z.
and then its like..
A is telling her story.
Z is telling her story.
there was like no witness lahhs.
maybe i should say is have de.
but i think the witness didnt really cared about what Z said. [ if Z had said anything ]
so it sums up to NO WITNESS.
NO EVIDENCE.
so who should we believe?
now ME and L is being sandwiched.
we both are sitting on the fence.
not tilting to any side.
just that i pei A while she pei Z.

seriously..
A said that due to what Z said.
W is avoiding her.
BUT.
DUH!
W isnt ok?
if W wanted,
W would have done that long long ago.
BUT THE FACT IS THAT W DIDNT!
i told A W wasnt avoiding her.
but A said that that was what she feel.
but HELLO!
that thing happened on TUE. [ according to what she said. ]
but you and W still could 有说有笑 on WED.
isnt it ridiculous?

if you really want me to side.
i think i might side towards Z.
you keep on saying how lousy Z is.
BUT.
do you know that in my heart.
Z is better than you.
we told you about your problems..
your bad points.
you said ya. you know that those things are your bad points.
but did you made the effort to like say..
CHANGE?
NO.
absolutely NOT.
you said that those bad points occur because of your so-called
''unhappy childhood''.
as in being bullied in pimary school.
but it doesnt give you the right to like say..
'bully' your secndary school friends.
you know that your mouth is really what you know.
PLEASE LAH.
we know you very good in suan-ing people.
saying people.
BUT.
really please lah.
SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS.
sometimes you are really overboard.
you said you hated O and M.
but why isit that you keep on telling us about your smses with them?
ya.
you said you hated them.
then when they sms you.
why do you have to reply them?
let them continue sending you smses lahhs.
YOU REALLY DO NOT NEED TO REPLY THEM.
also..
it seems like you want to show off that you have admirers..
which is O and M.
despite...
something.
ok FINE.
it alright to show off..
you wana show off everyday?
i DUN MIND.
but please.
DO NOT SAY THAT YOU HATE THEM.
and then tell us about you guys de smses.
PLEASE LAH.
STOP IT CAN?
STOP CONTRADICTING YOURSELF.
HATE THEM?
then IGNORE THEM!
dun you even have some common sense?!

AND.
stop saying that ME and P keep on PS you.
PS PS PS.
have you ever wonder why would we do that?
the problem lies in you.
YES YOU!
ok audiences.
you be my judge lahhs.
see if the following action is called PS:
[ to those who duno what is PS. PS= pangsehh= leave out dat person ]

i. imagine you and your friend just walked abit faster.
then your another friend would say that you and the friend PS her.
is this known as PS?
ii. you and friendX talked about friendX e secrets.
your that another friend would ask you what you guys talked about.
when you said that cannot say cause its not your secret.
that another friend would say:''SEE.YOU EVERYTIME PS ME DE! GOT SECRETS DUNWAN TELL ME! I TELL YOU MY SECRET YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOURS!''

so..
are the above scenarios known as PS?
well.
in my views.
NO.
HELLO LAH.
the scenario ii hor.
the secret is not mine.
i cant tell you what is the secret.
so why isit that you said I PS YOU?!
OH PLEASE.
JUST PLEASE.
just do some reflection can?