MY 100th POST
finally.
lol.

hadd maths test.
think i am going to flunk it.
even though i finished it quite early.
darn it.
fail ler lahhs.

learnt chapt 5 & 6.
lol.
was hyper man.
together with zhihui.
wahahhas.
we so damn YELLOW(:
so are zhikang, lucas etc etc.
YELLOW LAHHS(:
ps. they are just sec1 nia lor.
then stayed backed and did project lahhs.
sianns.

haiis.
i really duno if i should believe him anot.
i am really very confused right now.
hope he REALLY didnt lie.
i have a feeling.
it tells me that he is lying.
i could sense that he IS lying.
maybe its just because i dun have confidence in myself.
or maybe its because i dun TRUST him?
or maybe...
its that he is LYING?
dii asked me not to regret.
REGRET.
thats the word.
it wasnt in my dictionary before.
but i think.
i am going to have a new word in my dictionary.
and that is .
REGRET.

i think i am starting to regret.
it seemed that he did not want to talk to me.
or is it because he dun dare to?
he didnt even look at me when he walk past.
am i just being paranoid or what?
i have better relationships with his friends.
BUT NOT HIM.
i didnt talk to him AT ALL today.
only talked to his friends.
i dun dare to talk to him.
even if i did.
it waould be about biantai things.
hahhas.
just realised this is my 1st 'hahhas' so far.
I AM DEPRESS.

i thought of the past.
read my past blog entries.
during the blahh-blahh thing.
where we were playing.
where we were chatting.
it was fun.
REAL FUN.
it was one of the best days of my life.
seeing this type of scene will be like the 'mission impossible 4'.
haiis.

MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST BE FRIENDS EH?
but i do not want to just be friends with you.
sometimes it seemed like you arent lying.
but sometimes it also seemed to me that you are lying.
so whats the truth?