going out for revision tomorrow, :D
i want midyear to end soon lahhhhhh!
&& i've got this baluku on my forehead.
why?
i bumped my forehead against the table yesterday night while i was SLEEPING!
obviously, the table is beside my bed lah.
hah, how dumb can i get?!

i want $$ to go shopping!
zahhh.

whahaha, cheeers!
tomorrow is labour day, that means HOLIDAY!
can sleep till the sun shine onto my backside.
:D

after school, went to Buddy Hoagies with annice, lynn and minqi.
initially, we wanted to go there to do revision.
butttt, gossiped while eating and decided to continue with our gossip.
haha, women's nature.
:)

like, i didnt know that he can tolerate things so much.
and she, i am sorry to say, is such an asshole.
poor him, but no choice, who ask him to fall in love with her.
but seriously, even if he loves her so much, she shouldnt take it for granted.
if i were him, i would break with her immediately, i tell you.
i have to take my hat off him.
didnt realised that he was actually so good.
:)

ordered fries and lemon tea.
first time adding PEPPER to FRIES.
not much difference though, since the pepper is like..
i dont know how to say, haha.
continued chatting and bus-ed home with annice after that.

there will be oral for higher chinese on friday.
godddddd.
why midyear still need oral de?
zzz.

chem&bio supplementary will be on saturday.
8.30-10.30.
see see, there goes my sleep.
dont feel like going for amaths supp.
rather go home sleep and do amaths revision myself.
:)

feeling happy today.
cause no need worry about going to school tomorrow.
most importantly, can sleep late and wake up late.
haha, :)

suddenly feel like going to j8 tomorrow.
NOOOOOOOOO! (imitating pohpoh's signature low 'no'. )
i should stay at home and start my revision!
rahhhhhhhhhh!
damn me.
seriously, i am still not in the mye's mood.
hah!
:D



看到你看着我的冷漠眼神，我已经明白，
我们两个离别的日子已经到来。
以前的一切只是错觉，我会努力冷却记忆。
我不会再继续骗自己，装作什么都不知道。
这不是爱情，
看看我们之间的眼神，
分手没什么大不了，
不要为已经结束的事情伤神。
我唯一对你的期许，
在你眼睛里出现别的爱情之前，
让我离开，让我离开。
i'm gonna leave now,
我不会再对你有感觉，
让我们的爱情随风而逝。

why is it that whenever i see you flirt, i would still get jealous?
whatever le lah.
flirt around for all you like.
i must not get affected so easily.
i'm not going to care anymore about you.

suddenly, i feel like giving you a tight slap.
how nice would it be, going up to you and *piak!*
get out of my sight, please.
hurry up and get out of this school.
maybe memories are the only thing i need.
and it is the only thing i have left of you.

i dont why the love sort of like turned into hate.
whenever people speak bad of you last time, i just so feel like telling them to keep quiet.
but now, maybe, i think, they're right.
i wont let you hurt me anymore.
:)

shaugly!
i cant believe i failed that amaths paper.
just because i forgot to in add a minus sign, 6marks got deducted.
DAMN.
oh well, at least my descriptive essay is not bad.
:)

was super hyper during ace period today.
gossiped with jiahou.
talked about pokemon too.
& pohpoh told us that she like jigglypuff!
cant believe she knows pokemon.
hahahahaha.
bakwa gang hates snorlyx.
jiahou said that snorlyx has lots of fats.
and this got me burst out in laughter!
:DDDD

had amaths remedial today.
after that accompanied lynn and annice to northpoint.
they went to get presents.
&more damn, i am really going to be pok liao lah.
seriously, why cant the money just drop from the sky?
how gooood would that be.
:)



if only i realised that earlier.
oh well, i should let bygones be bygones.
LOOK TOWARDS THE FUTURE YEAH!
:)

was supposed to be in my hahaland.
but decided to use the time to change my blogskin.
LOL.
this is then called WASTE OF TIME.
thats the problem with me.
sit at the computer and i wont move.
damn me.

&& i am going for the wenhuaying on 20-22may.
aww, no choice.
mdm yeo wants me to go, :((

seriously, i'm going to my hahaland NOW.
i dont want to fall asleep in school tomorrow.
i'm a good student yeah, :))



} going to make my ic in 3weeks time with jesslyn!
whahaha, chose monday so that i can pon higher chinese.
oh wait, jesslyn's lessons ends at 2.40. (!!!)
zzz, change of date then.
whatever.
i think i have to use my that fugly photo hich i took for my passport.
NOOOOOOOOOOO!

my god lah.
scored very badly for the last chemistry test.
i've got to buck up already lah.
&& man, there're so many remedials.
amaths, combine science.
laalala, ladisai.

gonna try my very best not to come online so often.
haha, :)
going to my haha-land afterwards.
:D

man, friendster makes my comp go so lag.
should refrain from going already.


haha, that infatuation feeling is here to visit again.
like, what?
:)

ahhhhh!
i love the men's talk!
so darn effing nice!
my josh sings so well!
:DDD
{wait for the video to load and just skip to 1:50. in front are all crap, hah! }

FCUK.
what a waste of time.
travelled to boonlay for NOTHING.
crapshit.


without you, all the f word come out.
okay, you're significant..

{hah, i'm so proud of my photo editing skills. lol. }



a picture speaks a thousand words/
cheers to the forgotten love, the unwanted love.
i deserve better.

dont huang huang huang in front of me yeah/
you dont want to see me, neither do i.
lalalaa, ladisai!
:D

blessing: finally bought the earpiece.

whahaha.
came home right after school today.
so early lah, i tell you.
actually was supposed to have chemistry supplementary at 2.30.
but duh.
its like so late lah.
i would rather go homeand do nothing.
hahaha.
:)

should be doing huixun now.
but my stupid brother still dont want to send me my powerpoint.
hahaha, just checked my mail and realised that he sent it 10 minutes ago.
hoh.

got to go chiong proposal le!
laaaaaaa.




aww, i miss handsome.
hah.

today's blessing: missed one day of school! (:

went to pray in the morning, so no school.
after that did emaths homework and went to school for amaths remedial.
see, i'm guai okay?
whahaha.
had test, 2 questions dont know how to do.
hopefully my other questions all correct.
i dont want to fail again le lah!

&& me and bitch have decided to be late for 2 times after exam.
hahaha, then we can sit at the parade square till recess.
school is stupid lah.
give us chances to pon classes, hoh!
how clever they are.
:)



like, so fast.
100 days have past already..

today's blessing: saw handsome & survived 2.4km run!

whahaha, had 2.4km run today.
timing was around 16minutes plus, i suppose.
ran for 2 rounds plus without stopping.
BIG ACHIEVEMENT YEAH!
then walked about 1 round and ran for the last round.
whahaha, big improvement!
*grins*
my bitch was my motivation for not stopping.
kansan hamida! :)
i want to get gold this year lahhhhh!

after that was lessons and lessons.
ajit kaur is funny sometimes, and thats the only time when i like her.
hahaha.
was reading book during bio, and fell asleep.
zzzz, woke up when priya began screaming.

mac-ed with jiaying for lunch and came home.
so sleepy lahhh.
msn-ing now with bitch.
she and qingyang want to join chinese lit.
hope they suceed!
then chinese lit will have more people, and i wouldnt be the only one from 3F.
ha-ha-ha.
xD





saw eddie jiayou-ing for bitch during the run.
was full of envy lah, haha.
idk why, but i just kept thinking of you.
saying your name in my mind..
thinking of you saying my name..
zahhhhh.
you're my motivation you see..



不知不觉中，你已成为了我心里的一部分。
&nothing is going to change it.
some things just cant be forgotten like that.

nothing to talk about today.
no a/e maths remedial today! (:
amaths is changed to thursday, and there's going to be a test.
whahaha, not going to school on thursday.
but that means still need to make up for the test someday.
zzzz.
boring lah.
oh well, remedial is until 5pm, which is like craaaaaazy.
but i'll be 'enjoying' my time at home.
:D


to bitch}
crying is ugly lah, cry no more yeah? the more you cry, the more your eyes are going to be red. so dont cry! even if want cry, wait until your eyes get better first! :) maybe this time is he never ask properly, but you should try to compromise abit also lahs. when someone is angry, he wouldnt think about other things de, let alone other people's feeling. so, dont have the 'break-up' thought. like i've said, once you think about it, it's going to happen. you also dont want that to happen right? so yeah, be more tolerant. once he sees that, he'll naturally change himself as well. scary to see you two fight lah, dont scare my timid little heart le lahs.
ha-ha-ha! :)


-edit-
manmanman!
ngeeann poly seems so attractive to me lah!
have a sudden rush to go there and study!
after that go to University of Queensland to get a bachelor degree.
muahaha!
bachelor, oh, how nice it sounds.
*grins grins*
all the more i dont feel like going to jc already!
:D

-edit edit-
i forgot to count my blessing lah!
today's blessing: came home at 3plus, lol.


你可以很放心，我不会为了留你， 假装可怜兮兮。

damn you. cut the crap please. talk talk talk non-stop. wont your saliva ever run dry? hear your voice i cannot tahan already. like, man. how am i going to survive the next 1 and half years? oh well, songlin's right. since i survived 2 years, what's another 2 years to me? LOL. of course you can talk, but please be softer, or talk lesser. and yes, stop whining please, :)

{ haha, came back delibrately to blog about this 'whining' person. hohs. }

whahaha, came home early today cause i skipped higher chinese.
:X
read xiaoshuo and finished it!
in one day only, or should i say 12hours?
whahaha, i'm amazed by my reading speed.
*grins*

i've decided to count my blessings each day.
today's blessing: saw handsome on the bus, although i missed the bus.
*BIG GRIN*
& okay, retard is somewhat cute too.
:D





ohyeah!
i'm starting to huachi-ing.
guess, i am starting to give up already..
oh well.
maybe that is what i should really do..

rahhhhh!
mye is coming soon.
dont think i'll score well.
was doing homework just now,
and realised that there're so much things i dont know.
ahhhhhhh, physics sucks.
:(

i am going to be a good girl and bring my books home to mug!
haha, but i need motivations lehhhhh.
zzz.

ohya..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XIAOBAI!
yesterday was his birthday, hahas.
20 already so stop being such a playboy le lah.
last long with your girlfriend!
:D

was late for school yesterday, haha.
sat down at the parade square until 8.55.
wasnt boring at all cause was busy reading xiaoshuo.
more haha.
slacked in the toilet until 9plus before going back for lesson.
:)

after school went to sunplaza with jiaying.
watched 'definately, maybe'.
it is nice and touching.
the father was telling his daughter about his love life, blahblah,
which was kind of cool.
i mean, what if YOUR parents share their love life with YOU?
like, so WOW!
haha!
:)

laalala, panadol worked.
i was cured of my fever on friday already.
zz.
thats like soooo fast.
ha-ha-ha.

& like right now, i am so in love with 终于说出口.
&& 牵牵牵手's mv is so dang great!



你终于说出口, 其实你早就已经不爱我.
为什么要低着头, 你知道这玩笑骗不倒我.
可是这不是玩笑, 是要逃避你离开我的理由.

我还能做什么, 你已经不爱我.
我一直都爱着你, 难道这还不够.
我还要做什么, 你才不离开我.
我知道你已无心再继续看着我.

没什么需要被原谅, 我笑得有些牵强.
你知道我总是能够假装不难过.
oh不想看你那么累, 多希望再给我机会.
颤抖着我的手, 握住的只是风.

我想握着你的手, 一直走到最后..

I HOPE I WILL STILL BE HAVING FEVER TOMORROW!
so that i can pon school, with valid reason that is, :)
just ate panadol and i am still feeling the same.
either i'm not going to school tomorrow or i will be late.
hahaha, cause lessons are so freaking boring!
:D


yes, i have changed..

laalala.
what a day.
felt uncomfortable after drinking that meiji chocolate milk during recess.
just took my temperature and it says '37.9'.
hurray!
I AM SICK!
DOWN WTH FEVER!
:D
i must be sick in the mind ah.
having fever and i am still so happy.
haha, my wish of getting sick was granted!
like, i made this wish 1 or 2 weeks ago.
whahahas!
when will my other wishes come true then?

assembly was Prefects' Investiture.
TANQIGUANG IS OUR NEW HEAD PREFECT!
*claps!*
wonder how he did it man, haha.
just kidding luh!
:D

after assembly went to northpoint with jiaying.
ate at long john.
( told you i am mad already, sick still go eat this. ha-ha! )
after that walked around for an hour.
northpoint is so small lah, walk until nowhere to walk already.
so kept walking back to the same place.
LOL.

then went back to school for napfa five items.
*grins*
quite happy, i should say.

shuttle run: 11.6s [B]
sit-ups: 31 [A]
standing board jump: 177cm((: [B]
sit and reach: 54cm((: [A]
inclined pull ups: 17((: [A]

whahaha, cant believe i got B for my jump can?
and its like, 1 more cm to A.
haha, i'm still glad lah.
:D
BUT, ha-ha.
i wont get gold anyway, my 2.4 SUCKS.
must be around 15min to score at least a C.
ha-ha-ha, are you kidding me?
thats like sooooooo IMPOSSIBLE.
hah.

&& whahahas!
i didnt expect an A for pull up seh!
mr victortan is so good!
he was in-charge of the pull up, and he was very lenient.
:D
he didnt go according to the time, he just see how much you want to do.
even if we didnt really touch the rope, but he might give it a pass sometimes.
i was using my, *ahem*, chest to touch the rope lah.
and it was like, quite easyyyy.
muahahahahas!
:DD




woke up this morning, suddenly missed him alot.
missed my bus and when i reached school that time, he was walking behind me.
i know lah, you purposely dont want to walk faster one what.
you dont want to walk past me.
my heels hurts when i walk because of my new shoes.
hence, my speed was that of a cripple and he still couldnt catch up.
ha-ha, like so obvious can?

& i cried during assembly, when qiguang was giving his speech.
nah, not because it was touching, haha.
cause i told him i missed him.
he replied dont know and tears were like welling up already.
i think, he saw it, and he told me not to cry.
the moment i read it, 'buaaaaaa', i began crying.
like what?
crying in the middle of the new head prefect's speech and in the hall somemore.
i'm mad, seriously.
it just couldnt stop lah.
calm down awhile later, and well, idk lah.
saw him when walking out of the hall that time..
hmm, i've got nothing to say..

just reached home.
zahhhhh, i'm pissed.

piss on you, piss on you, you son of a bitch.
ROFL.


-edit-

went to the huawenzhiduoxing competition.
darn, we lost, D:
we were doing good during the rehearsal..
but then when its the real competition, it was quite difficult lah.
its like, the words know me but i dont know them, haha.
laaaaaaaaa, we got 12 points in the first round.
and thats so pathetic lah!
lost in the PK round.
zahhhhh, feel like killing people, i tell you.

after we lost, me and xueying went to the toilet.
since the show started, we decided to sit at the staircase.
then there was this guy who helped us 'close the door',
so that no one would find us, :)
and the 'door' is actually just two pieces of wood.
LOL!

laaaaaaaaaa, its so laukui lah i tell you.
DD:

ohya, on our way to the makeup that place, we saw JIANGJIAXI walking.
& i was sitting BESIDE ZHANGYAODONG when having makeup.
ohhhhhhh~
like, the both of them are so handsomeeeeeeee~
*grins*
i guess thats the only happy thing that happened man.
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.
&& i took the longest time for the makeup lah.
the person there was like so good..
she retied my hair and somewhat 'saved' my fringe, :)
before the makeup, my fringe was like horrendous lah.
REALLY.

after the show, we took bus home,
and the 4D people were like so over-high in the bus.
LOL.

laaaaa, thats it.
its a sad day, with happy things cheering it up by a little.
ha-ha-ha.

zahhhh.
changed blogskin AGAIN.
quite plain actually, spent an hour plus editing it.
i just so love those lines of words.
its so meaningful.

what hurts the most was being so close..


school is just as boring lahh.
nothing to say.
pon-ed amaths supplementary today.
oh well, i was practicing for the zhiduoxing thing.
so, i was absent for a valid reason, haha.
saw weiliang when i was going home.
hahahahaha, okay i'm mad.
:D

& ohyeah, TANYINGJIE OWES ME A FAVOUR.
:DD





should i or should i not?
i shall keep it in my heart.
but it'll never be forgotten, i promise.
&babe, promises are really not meant to be broken.
what happened to them?
you once said,
" i promise i will never leave you."
"i want you to be always happy.'
seeing these, i couldnt help but give a laugh.
i mean, where did these promises go?
holiday?
oh well, i should learn how not to cry.


&yes, i miss those little things,
those moments with you.
the way you grabbed me so hard,
as if to say, you're afraid to lose me.
as if to say, i'm yours.
and i felt so loved.

if only..
the second stopped ticking there and then...

babe, i dont want to forget you.
really, i dont want to...

me and jiaying just opened a blogshop!
please support! }
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:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUEYING!

just came back home and here i am blogging!
haha.
went out late today, so decided to go take bus to yishun.
and tada!
saw zhihui and alpha there.
alpha was passing the cake he sponsored, to zhihui.
we didnt travel together as zhihui had to go and buy the albums for xueying.
blahblah, jiaying and xueying boarded the train at katib.
laala, travelled to dhoby ghaut and waited for zhihui.
yeah, she came and passed the presents to xueying.
and we went to vivo!

went to the top level there.
sat down and tried to light the candles.
too bad, wind was too strong so we PRETENDED that it was lit.
haha!
sang happy birthday and xueying cut the cake.
haha, it was also my FIRST TIME eating a GRAPE.
sounds so unbelievable huh?
but its true, LOL, :)

after eating we played with the water.
walked around the so-called 'pool'.
lols.
took photos and everything.
we then went to vandalised the ground.
shhhhhh, :X
zhihui told me to emo, and well, i did.

after this we were trying to see who can make the best footprints.
lol.
then we went to daiso to shop.
there's nothing jiaying and i wanted so we went to buy starbucks,
where xueying and zhihui continued shopping.
LAALAAA.
they then went home after that while jiaying and i went to plaza sing.
was a waste of time lah.
walked for an hour and decided to go to bugis.

trained to bugis.
saw tunics and due to buay-tahan-ness, i bought one pink tunic!
man, its damn nice i tell you.
cheap too, compared to those blogshops, :)
rahhhh, i've a feeling that i'll be going back for moreeeeee.
the slogan tees there are also quite cheap.
ahhhhhhh, i must curb myself from shopping le lahs!
jiaying bought a boyfriend shirt and a belt.
she says it's nice, haha.
&I AM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH TUNICS!
(:

after shopping, mrt-ed back.
what a tiring day man.
just shopped for like, 2 hours plus, and i cannot tahan already.
haha, I'M OLD.

photos will be up next time, but i've uploaded them on friendster already.
so yeah, want to see more?
call.
familiar?
LOL, okay, what i meant was go to my friendster to see the photos.
haha.
and i spent nearly 2 hours to complete this post.
LOL.

oh well, TODAY IS LOVED! <3






you gave me a 'dont know'.
well, at least thats better than NO.
i was really happy when you said we are more than friends.
BUT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO ADD A 'DONNO' AT THE BACK?
zahhhhh, nvm.

DONT KNOW IS FOREVER BETTER THAN A NO.
:)

zahhhh, its Saturday.
and i cant believe i woke up so early.
i want my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.
D:






i really dont want to hate you,
like i've said, love shouldnt turn to hate.
so really, dont make me hate you.

sports meet today.
red house got first, haha.
overall was quite boring lah.
sit there, did nothing but listened to jiaying sing.
LOL.

after that went sun plaza to eat.
and went bishan library cause she wanted to borrow book.
haha.
mrt-ed home after that.

& i've edited the blogskin!
more soothing to the eyes now, :)
messier too, cause got damn lot of colours.
haha.

&& yayers!
going out to celebrate xueying's birthday tomorrow!
rains, we'll go watch movie.
no rain, means we'll go vivo.
whahahaha, hope it doesnt rains, :)
and, i still dont know if i should go for the emaths remedial tomorrow.
rahhh!








i cried until like dont-know-what, just moments ago.
dont know why, almost couldnt breathe then.
read our past messages, and realised how sweet they were.
too bad, its.. its...

&you didnt even bother to look at me today.
now, can you hear my heart shattering?
you have hurt me yet again..
:(

physics: went computer lab to have lessons! :D
chemistry: cant really understand how to balance equations.
music: haha, did nothing cause no time.
social studies: had test, managed to complete but time was very little.
chinese: busy arranging notes.
assembly: international friendship day.
ss lecture: northern ireland.

& there goes my day...
boring right?
sick and tired of going to school, now that i aint have any MOTIVATION.
D:

zahh, have to clip up my fringe on that huawenzhiduoxing competition?!
god, its uglyyy.
D:





almost cried during assembly when i heard apologise.
brought back many memories.
baby, i still love you..
<3

...
i dont know how to start.
okay, whatever.
i've decided not to fall asleep during priya and woo's lesson.
maybe i should say, TRY.
haha.
in love with polynomials, so yeah, not going to sleep!
:)
and after hearing what shancheng said, i realised that priya's not bad actually.
she actually wanted to give us 'glucose', in the form of sweets, (haha!)
to stop us from falling asleep during her lesson.
but, the stupid 'NO' teacher kept saying NO, which she ALWAYS does.
awwwww, bad teacher trying to stop priya from being a good teacher.
D:
haha!

& napfa 5 items is next week!
zahhh, not that worried though, since we can ahem, cheat.
what i'm worried about is standing board jump and 2.4 run!
obviously, i sucks at these two.
can just get a pathetic 140cm for my jump only,
which is like, FAIL.
2.4 run will be in 2 weeks time.
i will die, i tell you.
was supposed to run 2 rounds around school during pe today.
ran half a round and started walking already.
=.=
what stamina is that?
okay, partly also because my shoes are too BIG.
going to get a new pair, haha.
and there goes my $$ again.
D:
but i like it anyway, haha.

there's amaths and emaths test next wednesday.
diedie MUST score well for amaths!
emaths, well, shall try my best.
ha, it's the first time i am looking forward to a test.
okay, looking forward to amaths only.
haha.






ha-ha-ha, record of longest sms?
6.
god, cant believe i really sent him that.
yes, i really got dang lots of things to tell him.
& since he didnt bother to reply, fine.
FINE.
i really dont know what to say le.

我不知道我们的关系究竟叫什么。
i dont want to hate you, seriously.
but you...
i really have no comments.
oh well, you looked for me eh?
maybe, you did care.

i think i will still continue...
&tears dropped as the message is being typed.



i see ruffles and i think of you.
ha-ha.

rahhhh, a boring day at school as well.
haha, and i failed my amaths once again.
16/40, such a kns.
but nevermind.
i will score well for my polynomials, cause i understand what miss woo teaches!
hahaha, seriously i am in love with polynomials.
which is a good sign, :DDD







it should be my last time calling you le bah.
as in like, i'll curb myself from calling you.
rahhhh, its very hard you know.
finally heard your sweet&tender voice after two days.
and yeah, i forgot to add in sleepy as well.
haha.

and like, obviously, the feeling has faded.
you didnt give me the reactions you used to gave me..
when i said i went with my 'boyfriend'.
oh well..
...
...

two words: school's boring, especially science.
okay, thats 4 words.
haha.
seriously, science makes me go zzz.
really cant understand what priya is talking about..
so i spent my time VERY USEFULLY, by doing maths homework!
haha.
thats the only thing to do during boring lessons.
hahaha.





at least, you gave me a wave.
and smiled.
oh well, at least you did that.
but its not enough..

ha-ha-ha!
fourth post for the day.
& cheers and hurrays!
went to cut my hair and im feeling so super contented now.
finally, a decent haircut. :D
last time most were like kns, or should i say all.
haha.
happy happy mood now.
:)))))))

fyi, the picture at my profile there is after the haircut.
so niceeeee!
:)))))))

i hope that you're just playing a game with me.
if seeing me sad makes you feel good, then fine, i accept it.
I DONT MIND, seriously.
but at the very least, you have got to tell me the truth.
as in like, you know.

ahhh, whatever.
love shouldnt turn to hate.


&i cant believe i whatever-ed.
oh well, is heaven crying beacuse of me?
haha-ed.

ha-ha-ha, tried changing skin but failed.
cause i couldnt get another part to put links. =.=
lols.

ZAHHHHHH, now it is 6.52am.
& my status shows that i've been online for 3 hours and 22 minutes.
lol.
i am finally feeling sleepy!
& omg, HUNGRY?!
hahahahahahhahahaha!
think i better go to sleep now!
goodnight!
or maybe GOOD MORNING!
WHAHAHA.
:)

im zi-highing now.
LOL.

laid by the piano and thought about you.
are all these in the past already?
i played the piano, trying to figure out the scores of the song.
just like how i tried to find back the feeling.

play me 蒲公英的约定 again.
be mine again.
call me baby again.
let me feel your love again.
iloveyoubaby, seriouslyido.

hahaha!
today should be the most 日夜颠倒 day for me.
slept at 10pm today, or should i say yesterday?
oh well, slept at 10pm on saturday.
i didnt want to sleep, fyi.
just wanted to lie on my bed only.
but then, fell asleep.
woke up at 2.52am.
thought of him & whoooooosh, the tears drop.
came to use the computer at 3.33am. (nice figures eh? haha.)
looked for a new skin.
found one at 5am(?).
changed everything and poof, here i am blogging.

first time in my life have i used the computer at such a weird time.
as in, in the middle of the night.
haha.
actually also not bad luh.
its so peaceful & quiet & cooling in the night.
makes me feel so relaxed.
but danggg, now that i am in love with the night,
im afraid that there is going to be more of these days.
like, blogging in the wee hours.
haha, I HOPE NOT.


fyi again, its 6.06am now.
yeah, took so long just to finish this post, haha.
...
heard the bus drive past.
& this means, it morning!
ha-ha-ha, how lame can i get?


(after reading my post)
rah, this black background is quite painful for the eyes.
as in after seeing it, you go to a website that has white background,
your eyes will feel weird weird, haha.
aiya, im lazy to change/look for skins luh.
so i say sorry to my eyes, have to take alot of torture liao.
ha-ha-ha.





hmm, you gave me the reply 'dont know'.
what do you mean?
you really, really, dont seemed to be like what you were before.
tell me you are playing an April Fool prank on me.
hahas, it must be it.

no goodnight calls for 3 days.
aint heard your voice at all for today.
& its making me go gaga.
let me tell you, i am crazily in love with you.
yes, CRAZY.



happy two months.
:)

i think..
...
...
...
...
...
...
you've changed.

you have been making me feel so sad.
& i have to keep telling myself to perservere.
but this isnt what i want to see.
this sucks, you know?
those promises you made, gave me the motivation i need.
because of them, i aint going to give up.

i dont want ask you that question..
because i dont wish to hear the painful truth.
:(



&then, those tears drop like crazy.

can you see the love in my eyes?
it seems like you dont even bother.
you are starting to make me insecure.
i cant stand having to wait all day and night.
really, you are making me go crazy.
why did the old you go to?
i want him back.

i shouldnt love you, but i want to.
i dont know how to be fine when i am not.
cause i dont know how to make the feeling stop.
the feeling is taking control of me and i cant help it.
but i just want to say, i really love you..

rahrahrah!
2007 yearbook sucks.
the photo quality is super kns.
the only good thing is that the book have more events than before.
the cca section all so messy lah.
NAHHHHH, i just cant stand the class photos.

hahaha, failed dont know biology or chemistry.
my god, my work is going down down DOWN.
& yeah, biology teachers are going mad mad MAD.
first is mrs choo, now is mrs priya.
both like to shout and shout like nobody's business,
for i-dont-know-what reason.
LMAO.

school is really getting BORRRRRRRING and CRAAAAAZY.
having 3 tests tomorrow.
physics, maths and english.
RAHHHHHHHH!
realised that being in 2D is such an enjoyable thing.
the maximum-3-tests-per-week policy is so good lah.
RAH.
school doesnt rocks.
:)

its hard having to put on a fake smile everyday.
if only i could just take a paper and cover everything, including my eyes.
thou shalt not see what thou doesnt want to see.
cover my ears too, i dont want to hear anything about her.
only behind those fake smiles, then can you find the real me.

haha!
finally made new specs.
say byebye to waking up few minutes earlier.
LOL.
seriously i dont look good in specs, in fact, NERD.
but no choice, still have to wear.
LAAAAAAAAAAAAA, crap.



i want to cut my hair!
&im going to get it done on sunday.
yeahyeah!
like, FINALLY.